[00:00.00] 作曲 : Baldwin, Luviner, Stevens ...
[00:00.56]I know all the times were hard
[00:03.50]I know that you've been feeling down
[00:05.80]If you only knew how I'm feeling for you
[00:11.39]If I could take your pain
[00:14.00]I wish that I could wash it all away
[00:16.65]If you only knew how I'm feeling
[00:21.18]Mommy, I'm sorry if my first letter made you cry
[00:23.73]To be honest with you, I don't think that I want to die
[00:26.28]Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in other's lives
[00:28.88]That's probably why I drink at night and sleep 'til four or five
[00:31.57]It's kind of hard walkin' through life with my distorted eyes
[00:34.11]When I was younger, I was stupid and I thought I'd thrive
[00:36.66]I thought a lot about everything I said in the letter
[00:39.35]And questioned whether or not if I was dead, you'd be better
[00:42.08]You think my shorty would be happy if I never met her?
[00:44.48]It's too late now, mommy, I could never forget her
[00:47.03]Could never forget how she taught me to love
[00:49.17]'Cause my father and my grandmother is always above
[00:51.72]It's glory above, you know that daddy taught me to thug
[00:54.25]And every time we was with nanny she'd bombard me with hugs
[00:56.94]Damn, I miss her, mommy, and it's hard to believe
[00:59.49]That I'm grown and I don't understand it, why did they leave?
[01:02.08](Better to die than sleep)
[01:06.36](Then never wake and sleep)
[01:07.98](Then linger on and dare to live)
[01:10.63](When the soul's life is gone)
[01:12.31]Chorus - Shara Worden
[01:12.92]You've been running around for so long
[01:15.48]You've been hurting yourself too much
[01:18.23]You keep messing around with darkness
[01:20.67]You're the one who's losing
[01:22.80]You've been running around for so long
[01:25.85]You've been hurting yourself too much
[01:28.46]You keep messing around with darkness
[01:30.99]You're the one who's losing
[01:32.78]Verse 2 - Vinnie Paz
[01:33.49]Mommy, I think that I'ma try to stick around a while
[01:35.93]I got a niece, and my nephews, they need me 'round a while
[01:38.79]I think they need me 'cause they hittin' that age
[01:40.97]And they ain't tryin' to speak to Lenny 'cause they spittin' they rage
[01:43.41]Yeah, and mommy, speakin' to Lenny, I think my brother need me
[01:46.52]And we Italian, so you know my mother love to feed me
[01:49.21]And it's the little things you do for me that make it worth it
[01:51.71]Like when I play a joint that we did and you say it's perfect
[01:54.60]And when Jake got knocked, you knew that I was hurt
[01:56.89]You told me put all of my heart in the song, and it worked
[02:00.00]I promised him that I'd be there when he got out the bing
[02:02.10]You ain't raise me to be a liar, ma, that's not my thing
[02:04.81]I told him that I'd hold him down the whole time that he gone
[02:07.23]They kept him locked inside a cage, but that's cool, 'cause he's strong
[02:09.95]So mommy, keep that first letter I wrote you on the low
[02:12.54]I think I wanna stay alive and see if I can grow
[02:15.18]Shara Worden
[02:15.69]You've been running around for so long
[02:17.57]You've been hurting yourself too much
[02:20.12]You keep messing around with darkness
[02:22.67]You're the one who's losing
[02:25.01]You've been running around for so long
[02:27.87]You've been hurting yourself too much
[02:30.46]You keep messing around with darkness
[02:32.95]You're the one who's losing
[02:35.29]("You have power and money, but you are mortal
[02:40.22]You know you cannot escape death
[02:45.97]But immortality can be obtained
[02:49.42]The legend is always the same
[02:55.78]If others have succeeded in conquering death
[03:01.07]Why must we accept it?
[03:03.31]I know where the immortals live
[03:08.01]And how to obtain their secret
[03:10.56]We too must become wise men
[03:17.27]The elements of chemistry are many, but finite
[03:21.39]So are the techniques of enlightenment")
[03:26.69]Shara Worden
[03:27.25]I know all the times were hard
[03:29.94]I know that you've been feeling down
[03:32.43]If you only knew how I'm feeling for you
[03:37.68]If I could take your pain
[03:40.38]I wish that I could wash it all away
[03:43.27]If you only knew how I'm feeling