Age ten I began to understand that throughout life there would be no end to strugglin' but then again what can you comprehend with no one to trust or on whom i could depend but here I am now stand and adult I gotta be responsible and it is my fault for my present situation even though I wasn't taught on how to handle what I'm facin' I'm gonna make it happen bump procrastination today is now so nows become my destination waitin' on the voice of God for where to go and I'll put my hope in you I'll say to no man Chorus: Rest easy easy I say I say whom shall I fear are you too good for this what makes you the better man one moment as the other man would change that whatever man mentality let's see all sides of reality so what's your take on normality cuz I don't see what you see and you don't see as I do what might be the norm for me is abnormal to you so I won't front to know all because only God does but I do know where I've been what I've seen and who I was and who I am now and on the path that I'm headed with so much to be proud of but yet so much I've regretted but yet n' still yahweh you fulfill where I lack put me on the right track and tell me never look back long awaited and much anticipated is the day when I can look back and thank the good Lord that I made it but then I think to myself what is really makin' it what's my level of success and who's the one ratin' it see I don't want to live life just waitin' to go nah I want to live well excel and grow I'm sayin' though I want to live life to the fullest while some wait and vegetate I state nonsense that's foolish see through the years I've now come to understand that no one can make it happen better for me than God can so I'll wait on no man only You, God I'll hide nothin cuz you can see through me fascade so no since in frontin' I come as I am even though the world doesn't yahweh you understand so I'll give you all every aspect n' element happy occasions to the waste of time spent lookin' for substance anything to fill the void of guidance that's only found in your will for me so willfully I give in and in return I now have a reason for livin'