I am my own hell我是我自己的地狱
And I have made my home
In a place where no one ever goes
I‘ll always be alone
I'm learning all kinds of trick
How to drain the blood out my face
And spend a summer in bed
So everyone will think I‘m dead
When I come back to you
It'll be on my hands and knees
I‘d be lying if I said
I didn't dream sometimes
About what it would be like
If I didn't have this life
My legs start to shake
When it's my time to leave