[00:00.310]I'm so glad you made time to see me [00:03.920]How's life? Tell me, how's your family? [00:07.020]I haven't seen them in a while [00:13.580]You've been good, busier than ever [00:17.230]Small talk: work and the weather [00:20.530]Your guard is up and I know why [00:26.440]Because the last time you saw me will still [00:30.720]burn in the back of your mind [00:33.300]You gave me roses and I left them there to die [00:39.250] [00:40.560]So this is me swallowing my pride, [00:43.450]standin' in front of you, sayin' I'm sorry for that night [00:49.640]And I go back to December all the time [00:54.140]It turns out freedom aint nothin' but missin' you, [00:57.660]wishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mine [01:03.000]I go back to December, turn around and make it alright [01:10.690]I go back to December all the time [01:11.790] [01:21.700] [01:22.610]These days I haven't been sleepin' [01:24.650]Stayin' up playin' back myself leavin' [01:27.390]When your birthday passed and I didn't call [01:33.130]And I think about summer, all the beautiful times [01:36.740]I watched you laughin' from the passenger side and [01:40.050]I realized I loved you in the fall [01:46.360]Then the cold came, the dark days [01:50.090]when fear crept into my mind [01:53.030]You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye [01:59.710] [02:00.170]So this is me swallowing my pride, [02:03.200]standin' in front of you, sayin' I'm sorry for that night [02:08.860]And I go back to December all the time [02:14.060]It turns out freedom aint nothin' but missin' you, [02:17.460]wishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mine [02:22.720]I go back to December, [02:25.890]turn around and change my own mind [02:29.430]I go back to December all the time [02:31.620] [02:40.130]I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile [02:44.240]So good to me, so right [02:46.470]And how you held me in your arms that September night [02:51.550]The first time you ever saw me cry [02:55.370]Maybe this is wishful thinking [02:58.140]Probably mindless dreaming [03:01.310]If we loved again I swear I'd love you right [03:05.980] [03:07.220]I'd go back in time and change it but I can't [03:12.750]So if the chain is on your door, I understand [03:20.200] [03:21.280]This is me swallowing my pride, [03:23.840]standin' in front of you, sayin' I'm sorry for that night [03:29.280]And I go back to December [03:34.130]It turns out freedom aint nothin' but missin' you, [03:37.830]wishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mine [03:43.040]I go back to December, turn around and make it aright [03:49.890]i go back to December turn around and change my own mind [03:56.240]I go back to December all the time [04:02.720] [04:06.750]All the time [04:12.790]