Yeah I wanna say that I am sorry I never appreciate the pain that you took for me (so sorry) Maybe I thought I had it gone Laugh and smile until that's all gone Now they say love is a virtue Never had the sense that it can hurt you Climb for the top look at the bottom Do not let yourself be another phantom Yes I'm sorry for neglecting you but mama don't cry because I never meant to hurt you So made the time be you my hand I have to make it up to you so you can understand About the way that I felt tonight I've done a lot of wrongs but forgive me alright So now please let me settle through Pray for me and I will pray for you I said that I am sorry tonight Living a dream that I thought that I know thought that I know for real is gone away now But I Isn't just me or is it hard to see the evil in me I try to stay strong emotionally But it seems that I can't say sorry Crying to myself lord please forgive me So I change plans to make me cool Drinking a lot what it made me do Smoked that weed what it made me chew Damn I know that was super dumb too Yes but I know that I'm super sorry mama My alter ego probably starts this big drama I never pass but I know you are not ashamed Me being your son I will always be the same So lift your smile think about me Everything will be alright I am sorry Sorry alright, sorry I said that I'm sorry tonight Living a dream that I thought that I know Thought I know for real