If anybody has heard my last album City Lights Then you know my burden for St. Louis My heart for my city I been here my whole life And um the hardest thing that me and my family have ever had to experience was Having to leave our city Um and often just hearing god's voice and Having to trust that you're hearing god when he's asking to do something that goes Contrary to probably what you'd have do Um and those are the times when us trusting him and our faith in him are tested Um so though now we're in Iowa City and it was difficult to leave St. Louis We're seeing how god is doing something particularly in our lives And that we believe would not have happened in St. Louis Um but it took us to trust him To trust that he was going to be taking care of us Um before we would experience the growth that would along with it So it's it's been hard It's definitely been painful Times of loneliness and frustration but If I'm honest it has definitely been a growing pain