Light's out and everybody's gone Smoke gets in my eyes I find it hard to think My body sprawled across the floor Feeling numb and uncontrolled Tainted I hear colors swimming through my veins Burning to the ground the bury I have made Melting thoughts inside my head Freezing fears inside my brain Tainted I must have lived this a thousand times And every time it's so hard to feel Which makes the darkness so appealing And I feel lonely once again Back and forth through time and space Cause in my mind such a lonely place Golden circles in my mind And I feel tainted one more time It's so easy to flow It's so easy to let go It's hard to go on dreaming Loneliness slowly settling Moaning through the silence in the haven I have built Anger breaks the darkness and I hate myself again Tainted alone I must have lived this a thousand times And every time it's so hard to feel Which makes the darkness so appealing And I feel lonely once again Back and forth through time and space Cause in my mind such a lonely place Golden circles in my mind And I feel tainted one more time alone Back and forth through time and space Cause in my mind such a lonely place Golden circles in my mind And I feel tainted one more time alone