you do 100 takes 
 i got my cut and paste 
 outside the window pane 
 nothing but glare and paint 
 i wanna know if you're on board 
 i wanna know for sure 
 what do you say? 
 
 who knew i'd hesitate? 
 no questions, just amputate 
 I follow the license plates 
 cover the frames in tape 
 we carry a heavy chest 
 filled with our hearts request 
 
 i wanna know if you're on board 
 i wanna know for sure 
 what do you say? 
 
 i got this in my head 
 i dont want it 
 i am sorry 
 
 i wake in a mourning state 
 i miss with a nauseous ache 
 for all of the life we share 
 no that i'll see be there 
 
 what do you say? 
 what is it?