The first whiteness unfolds. One look out the window and your sold Muffled sound as we rolled around and a nearby refuge from the cold Where your brother had transformed the bed into a ship that could keep you safe But the boy beneath the sheets tonight is hard to recognize with a head that fills with words that kill when you run out of things to talk about. Leaning back on the curb outside her parents house in the suburbs Her first love was a hopeful one and you were starry-eyed till the Earth had turned But you were the first born son of a marriage of hit and run So ever since you've searched for things you could easily derail And they did of course when you shut those doors Is it strange they never understood at all No you were so hard to get And all you see now are their silhouettes As you keep your pace through the cityscape and its' picture perfect snow While the starlit night and city lights are fighting to let you know that the innocence yeah it was well spent but it's time to let it go 'Cause you've got a sharper pen and the best of friends So what is there to cry about