[00:00.00]Didn't I tell you to get your tail up out of that bed [00:03.70]And get ready to go to church? [00:05.61]You can't lay there and sleep all day [00:07.49]You gotta go to church! [00:08.82] [00:14.39]Uh, what's a nigga in America? [00:16.77]Why the **** is we here? [00:18.31]Why you tell me go back where I'm from [00:20.63]When you dragged me here? [00:21.96]Why we born to be poor? [00:23.43]Why our fathers be gone? [00:25.39]Why my father forsake us? [00:27.14]Why my momma so strong? [00:29.23]And on my momma I'd kill ya [00:30.74]On Faris, I'd kill ya [00:32.73]Nigga we were so broke, split 20 dollars a weekend [00:36.10]I, never cried but I realized what we were missing [00:39.68]My mind had a nigga on edge, I started sellin' and cheatin' [00:43.12]Said **** the government, **** the man [00:45.21]**** the Feds, **** the law [00:46.62]See Que was ****in my girl, too ****in hungry to care [00:49.94]I started sellin mo', thinking bout Zip [00:52.81]Thinking what I did, ****ed her friend [00:55.30]****ed her homie, then ****ed again [00:57.41]I started sippin on liquor [00:59.14]Couldn't cope wit the changes [01:00.89]We went back to the hood [01:02.53]Started slanging and bangin' [01:04.54]Feds was outside my house [01:06.24]Second time we got raided [01:08.15]Everything was for you [01:09.74]I want to get you that coupe [01:11.65]Black and young and a **** up [01:13.61]I wanna prove this to you [01:15.15]That I could be more than a boy [01:16.85]But a father with you [01:18.75]I, wish I could change [01:20.61]But God you made me this way [01:22.31]So I'm gon keep my faith high [01:24.03]And bow my head and just pray [01:25.83]Like this [01:26.80] [01:27.30]Lord Lord, I need, your help, Lord [01:34.14]Lord Lord, I need, your help, Lord [01:40.72] [01:40.98]I was so young and dumb [01:42.29]You were so young and dumb [01:44.01]Allan was in the picture [01:45.90]I was gon' pop dat nigga [01:47.72]Celebrity status now [01:49.19]You in a wedding gown [01:51.09]You was gon' be my wife [01:53.00]Move to a newer life [01:54.83]Tried to make dreams with you [01:56.45]Still I'm so proud of you [01:58.28]Look at the woman from a girl a flower blossomed too [02:01.83]The prettiest of them all [02:03.55]You was gon' have it all [02:05.33]You was gon' have the mall [02:07.11]But you still got it all [02:08.75]Shower you wit' some poems [02:10.71]Shower you wit' some songs [02:12.59]Remember the drawing I made? [02:14.50]Remember the flowers I gave? [02:16.15]Remember the time that we spent? [02:17.97]Remember the time that we missed? [02:19.72]Don't let that happen again [02:21.53]Go find you a better man [02:23.33]And go have that baby boy [02:24.90]And make him a better man [02:26.54]Tell him his mother loves him [02:28.66]Just like she used to love me [02:30.30]And play him this tape for you [02:32.00]Tell him what we been through [02:33.78]So we can both raise that child like we promised, we would do