[00:02.11]From the scrapes and bruises
[00:07.80]To the familiar abuses
[00:13.90]I'll kick and scream
[00:16.76]But it never changes anything
[00:26.05]I could spill my guts out
[00:31.97]Wearing my best little girl pout
[00:38.14]I almost missed it
[00:41.88]But nobody said this was gonna be easy
[00:47.19]This is not the man I hoped to be
[00:51.70]And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
[00:54.34]I don't know how to word it
[00:57.17]I just started to deserve it
[01:00.27]And all my faces are alibis, and me
[01:09.53]I'm half the man I wanted to be
[01:14.45]Most times it comes out wrong
[01:19.70]I don't know the words but I'll hum along
[01:26.38]There's nothing familiar here anymore
[01:32.60]To anyone or anything enough to feel alive
[01:39.10]And I still taste that sickness
[01:44.44]And it makes me crazy without it at best
[01:50.49]But I'm in the same place I used to be
[01:56.22]But I'm trying harder not to be
[02:00.20]This is not the man I hoped to be
[02:03.59]And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
[02:06.94]I don't know how to word it
[02:10.20]I just started to deserve it
[02:12.78]And all my faces are alibis and me
[02:21.88]I'm half the man I wanted to be
[02:44.15]So what am I and all my
[02:52.58]All my faces are alibis
[03:00.38]This is not the man I hoped to be
[03:03.99]And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
[03:07.25]I don't know how the words go
[03:09.96]I just started not to say no
[03:14.11]Don't want it, don't get it
[03:17.50]I know you won't regret it
[03:20.10]Don't surface, don't surface
[03:22.97]And I feel so damn worthless
[03:26.15]Another day is gone
[03:28.80]And all my faces are alibis and me
[03:43.63]I'm half the man I wanted to be