And when I talked to my friends
And find out that you're having fun
That you're swallowing life
That you're in the sun
That you're fucking around
That you're growing a new one
I bellow out my voice
I yell out loud
I have my shirt off in front of a crowd
I tell 'em about you, and how you're gone.......
But am I lying?
Don't I have you in my mind the entire time?
Yeah, I can leave all the places we went
But I can't leave without my bones you bent
So I hobble along
And now it's me who's gone
And now it's me who has your fear of opening hearts
And all the false starts we could tear apart
With this deep gouging and biting back
With the way that you get all my friends in the sack
What's left?
I scream as I look up at night
Where the novelty has worn off of the blue moonlight
Who cares? And I roll on the ground
What gives? I yell and there's no answering sound
And there's nobody around
And there my answer was found