I know I never spoke of this 'Cause baby I was ashamed Before I felt that brittle kiss The world just felt so tame Remeber back last year The way I used to smile It was not as it appeared 'Cause appearances can lie I know i never spoke of this 'Cause a part of me still burns, it still burns And though I think I'm over this I'm scared it might return Remember back last year The day that you got sick Your eyes had filled with tears And I didn't understand But now I think I know how you feel Like holding on just feels like letting go Like all the things you've cherished have been sold And underneath the canopy you've grown There's anarchy just laughing on its throne And it's lile we triggered something deep inside That leapt at us with vengeful eyes And suddenly the chase was on But we had no place left to run Once that devils deal was done The hunyer and the prey were one And the circuitry had all been blown The self-destructive seed were sown It's bouncing through me, left and right And there's too muhc in my head tonight Lighting triple thunder babe I think I'm slipping under And I'm going down, I'm underground I'm lost unbound and I can't be found This introspective plunder I know I'm going under Oh no no no