I don't remember falling asleep. The last thing I remember is, I was saying to her: "They're all crazy, even you. You're all... crazy." "Even me?" she said. I thought: Oh right, if I categorically eliminate all other people, it's just me and her— she'd like that. "Especially you," I said. "You are virtually the ringleader, the way I see it." ... and then I blew out the candle.