I don't know why 
I'm So caught up in covering up the past 
After all this time 
I, I thought 
I would be over you at last 
But it kills me at night 
I was hoping you'd give me a second chance 
But I'm leaving it up to you 
Leaving it up to you 
And there's nothing that 
I can do Cause 
I walked away when 
I said I'd stay 
With you No excuses so 
I thought 
I'd make it better as 
I go If I could go back in time 
I, I wouldn't leave you waiting all alone 
I lay awake late at night 
I wish I had the courage to say no 
But I'm leaving it up to you 
Leaving it up to you 
And there's nothing that 
I can do '
Cause I walked away when 
I said I'd stay 
Leaving it up to you (I wanna come back home yeah) 
I'm leaving it up to you (I wanna come back home) 
And there's nothing that 
I can do '
Cause I walked away when 
I said I'd stay 
With you With you 
With you After all this time 
I try to understand this pain 
No excuses so 
I find a reason to run away (to run away) 
But I'm leaving it up to you 
Leaving it up to you 
And there's nothing that 
I can do '
Cause I walked away when 
I said I'd stay 
Leaving it up to you (I wanna come back home yeah) 
I'm leaving it up to you (I wanna come back home) 
And there's nothing that 
I can do '
Cause I walked away when 
I said I'd stay 
With you With you 
With you