Good God, what have I done? Gone and left the only one That ever really, truly, deeply loved me Honestly, how stupid could I be? My poor heart your demons want You turned dark, picked out a gun In the encapable hands of your master Downworth spiral, bound for disaster I am sorry, please forgive me I am sorry, we're not where we thought we'd be Where we thought we'd be Good God, I have regrets Was too hard, I couldn't forget And this love for me was much like a father Mendatory care for daughter I am sorry, please forgive me I am sorry, we're not where we thought we'd be Where we thought we'd be I am sorry, please forgive me I am sorry, we're not where we thought we'd be Where we thought we'd be Things end From lovers to friends I'll call him When this painful part ends When I felt an free possibily motion Cried enough to fill up an ocean