LATELY I'VE BEEN QUESTIONING MY SANITY INSIDE MY MIND THERE'S A DANGEROUS PLACE I DON'T KNOW WHY MY COLORS SEEM TO FADE TO GREY THE MORE I TRY THE MORE I SEEM TO FAIL I'M TIRED OF ALL THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS TRYING TO FIND THE MEANING OF MY LIFE I NEED TO GET IT RIGHT BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE WHEN I'M TIRED AND BREATHLESS WHEN I'M LOST IN THE DARKNESS AND I FEEL LIKE HOPE IS GONE I'LL KEEP HOPING WHEN I'M GOING CRAZY WHEN MY DREAMS ARE FADING AND LIFE TRIES TO KNOCK ME DOWN I'M GONNA FIND THE STRENGTH TO GET BACK UP AGAIN I HURT MYSELF COS THE PAIN OPENS UP MY MIND AND WITH A BROKEN HEART I REALLY FEEL WHAT I WRITE AND I CAN'T SEE IF I'M AT THE END OR THE BEGINNNG THINK I'M TORN BETWEEN LOSING AND WINNING EVERY NIGHT I TRY TO FIGHT MY DEMONS MY EYES ARE CLOSED BUT I STILL SEE THEM MAYBE I SPEND TOO MUCH TIME ALONE THERE MUST BE MORE TO LIFE THAN WHAT I'M LIVING I WILL KEEP ON FIGHTING AND MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE SOMEHOW I'VE COME TOO FAR TO TURN BACK NOW TO TURN BACK NOW YES I KNOW THAT WHEN LIFE TRIES TO KNOCK ME DOWN I'LL FIND THE STRENGTH TO GET BACK UP AGAIN