[00:00]I'm not sad anymore, I'm just tired of this place
[00:05]The weight of the world would be okay if it would pick a shoulder to lean on
[00:12]So I could stand up straight.
[00:19]I'm not sad anymore, I'm just tired of this place.
[00:23]The homophobic bullshit that's somehow okay
[00:28]Just because you didn't mean it that way.
[00:30]I can't take anymore of all the scum in this place.
[00:35]Shitty dudes with tribal tattoos all around,
[00:40]Lining up cheap beer and roofies for a party at their place.
[00:47]Trying to convince freshmen they're somebody
[00:50]By spending all of their parents' money on kegstands
[00:56]And Matt says I don't fit in.
[01:02]All this mall rat goth shit is killing me.
[01:06]Thought that would end with high school at least.
[01:09]But there are still kids and Matt says
[01:14]"College hit those dudes like a ton of bricks."
[01:18]So they're calling it blasphemy,
[01:20]A fucking catastrophe
[01:23]For saying it's a stupid choice to make.
[01:26]But this place just brings misery.
[01:28]I hate what it does to me.
[01:30]I fight, but I can't escape the way that I don't fit in with any of this.
[01:36]And I don't think we're the same.
[01:48]I'm fucking losing my head trying to understand this.
[01:53]Kids outside with guitars hoping for someone to notice.
[01:56]No one wants to hear your sappy bullshit.
[02:00]All these fake-tan girls laughing at art school kids
[02:04]Getting lots in return for being substance-less.
[02:07]You're too caught in semantics to see it,
[02:11]But you're no fucking different.
[02:15]So they're calling it blasphemy,
[02:17]A fucking catastrophe
[02:20]For saying it's a stupid choice to make.
[02:23]But this place just brings misery.
[02:25]I hate what it does to me.
[02:28]I fight, but I can't escape the way that I don't fit in with any of this.
[02:34]And I don't think we're the same.
[02:37]No.
[02:54]I'm not sad anymore, I'm just waiting.
[03:01]It's two more months 'til I'm done with this.
[03:08]And I don't make sense to anyone but my best friends.
[03:15]And I don't fit in anywhere but the back of the van.
[03:24]And I don't make sense to anyone but my best friends.
[03:30]And I don't, I don't fit in anywhere but the back of the van.
[03:37]And I don't know
[03:40]So they're calling it blasphemy
[03:42]A fucking catastrophe
[03:44]For saying it's a stupid choice to make.