what would you be if you'd made about sixteen i wonder sometimes about that me you should see i hang out with the dream team i'm writing deciding and chalking up stats i like to think you'd be proud to see where i am now and how is your family since you left them hanging i tried to get a hold of them last about five years ago but your mom was a no show she never let go of the past i hate to say you'd be down if you saw where she is now and i guess we all thought it's too hard i'm calling it quits lying alone in my hospital bed i came to this who would've have thought you'd really ever go through with this now it's been years with just thoughts of you here i had to clean up and grow up and show up somehow i've got to say since i watched you let go that day i'm happy to call you my angel now