he was a boy, eight years old a shy smile and a kind and tender soul something different he couldn't name it didn't matter that he knew it anyway knew he wasn't the same they wage war on the black asphalt he lay in clovers outside their army wall they said why don't you come along but he was watching the clouds and singing songs they knew something was wrong Benjamin - they say he acts kind of strange he don't play the way the other boys play and when they've taken him for hostage with their killing games and guns he says could you lay me under flowers when you are done days turn into months and years coming in with hope and out with air now a man, he grows proud but with his freedom they say he speaks to loud so they turn it around friendly voices and nice words too and he yearns to believe them, wouldn't you follows them out of the crowded bar and then they drive to the country in their car where no one sees but the stars Benjamin - he tries hard to be so brave to sticks and stones and the cruel words that people say and as their stripping off his clothes to make a pile of what he was he's begging 'why oh why?' and they're answering 'because' morning comes with the blackbird song does his mother sense that something is wrong lied awake against the sleeping town his body casting a shadow on the ground with his head hanging down Benjamin - is made a scarecrow in the field a crown of thorns to crucify the way they feel and before light fades to blackness he sees swirling of his blood and thinks what pretty patterns hatred makes on love he says could you lay me under flowers when you are done