[00:08.214] Tonight my eyes were hurting much [00:14.135] As I had strained them all day long [00:20.166] I don't remember waking up [00:26.214] My memory is not that strong [00:32.293] The day was spent walking about [00:38.578] And asking questions blindly [00:44.460] And silently and not without [00:50.521] A sense of lapsing dignity [01:01.820] Today I was an evil one [01:07.817] Who suffered dumbly having fun [01:13.925] Tomorrow God will make me good [01:19.946] If I allow her to, she would [01:33.811] I was found again in need [01:39.551] And mostly unprotected [01:45.655] As I had spent good time with greed [01:51.702] And giving was rejected [02:02.689] Today I was an evil one [02:08.585] Who suffered dumbly having fun [02:14.712] Tomorrow God will make me good [02:20.697] If I allow her to, she would [02:33.933] Well, the skin of all my fingers split [02:40.176] Painfully receding [02:46.147] My hands were dry and itched and hurt [02:52.436] And also they were bleeding [02:58.843] I can fix it by withdrawing [03:04.946] Claim from false completeness [03:11.168] And by humbly allowing [03:17.007] God to grant me sweetness