There's a time when 
I wish there were no words for it 
There's a moment when 
I think it's gone too far 
When I couldn't get round to even think of it 
I wish I hadn't taken this so far 
But you said it 
I never wanted to hear it 
You knew I couldn't bear it 
But still you kept on sharing it 
I've got a fortified right to fear it '
Cause I know this time you mean it 
If you ever place yourself near me 
It's gonna rip my head apart 
Cause, it's all 
I wanna be 
I realise 
I'm nowhere near it 
It's all I wanna be but 
I still grab my chance 
It's all I wanna see 
I see the gap but 
I won't clear it 
It's all I wanna take it's in my reach but 
I can't feel it 
It's never gonna be that way 
Cause everytime 
I'll do it my own way 
Today I took a look at my possessions 
Piled up in a room 
I didn't know 
This morning 
I woke up with no discretion 
I wish you hadn't taken it so far 
But I said it 
I wanted you to hear it 
You took it in your stride 
And now you're disappearing 
Cause, it's all 
I wanna be 
I realise 
I'm nowhere near it 
It's all I wanna be but 
I still grab my chance 
It's all I wanna see 
I see the gap but 
I won't clear it 
It's all I wanna take it's in my reach but 
I can't feel it 
It's never gonna be the same 
It's never gonna be that way 
There's nothing 
I could ever say '
Cause every time 
I'll do it my own way 
I've got a fortified right to fear it '
Cause I know this time 
I mean it 
If I ever place myself near you 
It's gonna rip my head apart 
Cause, it's all 
I wanna be 
I realise 
I'm nowhere near it 
It's all I wanna be but 
I still grab my chance 
It's all I wanna see 
I see the gap but 
I won't clear it 
It's all I wanna take it's in my reach but 
I can't feel it 
It's never gonna be that way 
It's never gonna be the same 
You can pin me to the chair and make me stay 
But there's nothing 
I could ever say 
To prove to you that it's ok 
It doesn't matter what you say 
You can pin me to the chair and make me stay 
But every time 
I'll do it my own way