At last I heard those words from you 
But they make me disgusted with myself 
Life choked back into you 
With ambivalence 
Familiar closed hearts conceal their loneliness 
As best as they can 
When together 
Even further apart 
Open your heart 
As wide as the sky 
This pain worse than death 
I just ran away 
Lonely? Yes lonely 
But you can't always rise from the dead