I've been thinking it over 
I've been thinking long and hard 
Like a knife that's been scraping 
Scraping away at my mind 
**** IT ALL 
I'm sick of finding excuses 
I'm sick of feeling so down and out 
A brick wall at a dead end 
I'm still trying to smash my way out 
**** IT ALL 
I'm still trying to smash my way out 
Trying to see past something 
That's not there 
But I will fall again 
I can't see clear 
Levelled everything 
That I thought was in my way 
At the end of the dap 
It's just me here standing in my way 
I've been thinking it over 
What the **** is this all about 
I'm sick of finding excuses 
I'm sick of feeling so down and out