They told me when 
I was little,
I'd go to heaven if 
I was good.
Now I'm a long way from little,'
Cause I tried to find heaven,'
Cause I thought that 
I could.I thought that 
I could.And 
I thought 
I loved Harold,
And I really loved 
John,I really loved 
AlphyI almost loved 
Tom.I loved them so easy,
And I loved them so free.
Now I don't think that heaven
Will wanna love me.
Hallo, song of the willow,
The dreams under my pillow,
Turned to tears that 
I cried.Beauty and love are our riddle,
Never to answer, but always to try.
And, boy, did 
I try.And 
I tried with 
Harold,And 
I tried with 
John.I tried with 
Alphy,And almost with 
Tom.I left myself open,
For the whole world to see.
Now I don't think that heaven
Will wanna love me.
So I said goodbye to 
Harold,And goodbye to 
John.Goodbye to 
Alphy,And goodbye to 
Tom.I loved them so easy,
And I loved them so free.
Now I don't think that heaven
Will wanna love me.
Oh say, can you see?
By the dawn's early light
No light will shine me