Rejected by my own kinddon't understand the crime I've doneshould never have trusted that hatebreedmaybe I'm better of goneis this a punishment for being scaredcause that's what I've always beenand now that I stand here alonemust be the saddest sight ever seenmy eyes work slowit's not easy to express a feelingwhen they think my heart is of stonewith one square foot and a ceilingeven the toughest feel like a pulverised bonenow I'm not even close to my former self I'll be nothing if they go on like thishope they will be satisfied now when I'm lowbeaten down and left in my own piss I'm sorry to say, I don't care if you prayit can't go on like thisjust leave me alone, let me rot to my bonesmy eyes work slow