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This for you ma |
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I miss you so much |
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Just being real with it |
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I love you ma |
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We celebrating the life of |
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Jana Taylor |
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I still love you we together |
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Ma where ya body is not where ya soul is |
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I understand this concept 100% |
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So it's a celebration...yes |
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Don't visit where you lay its not where you rest |
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You always told me this bodies a shell |
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We sons and daughters of god there's no heaven or hell |
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Its misguided energy |
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Never born never die |
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But some get led down the wrong path mentally |
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Too good for the earth |
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And when I say |
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I love you now just don't know what it's worth |
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If you ain't here to hear it |
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I am I being selfish or being fearful |
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And some days don't even know what |
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I'm here for |
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Cause all my goals were based around you |
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Every dream a son dreams for his mom he wants to do |
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I keep telling myself you're in such a better place |
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But I'm having a hard time not seeing face to face |
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First mother's day without you |
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Woke up feeling doubtful |
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A lot of hate and pain has been the outcome |
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It ain't been a year wounds opened far from healed |
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Starting to feel scars from scabs pealed |
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It's the worst hand you can be dealt |
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And if you make it past that shit you gon be felt |
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Not a day goes by not an hour doesn't ring |
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Bells and memories of the qualities you bring |
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You hear with me, beautiful voice |
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I hear like |
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Whitney I'm on my grind ma till the angels come get me |
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I still love you we together |
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Jana Taylor is forever [radio sample of interview with Evidence's mom] |
