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In kairos hour I bequeath |
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Confusion of my sole belief |
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Consider: am I god in mortal shell |
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Yet shine no brighter than myself |
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Invaded by life's patriarch |
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Who conquered me through hatred's art |
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With fists of all unspoken sin |
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Agrip'd my angered heart within |
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And blood unknowing humble flows |
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Deity's miscarried ghost |
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For here my innate children prey |
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Un-nursed and unhealed wounds betray |
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A swollen rage: my numen's breath |
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Of fire yet demotic sense |
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Weakens me |
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Mysterious misanthropy |
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Rejects its own humanity |
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I give thee name |
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Yet keep the blame |
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That is my one possession |
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Wherein lies the lesson |
