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I wish to feel smaller |
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Under your sheets. |
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I wish for the whole truth |
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Every time you speak. |
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I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me |
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As I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep... |
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And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem |
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You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans |
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Ignoring me the morning after |
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Isn't enough |
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And I swear I'm gonna cry. |
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I'm sick of tryin' to be tough. |
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And my blood won't stick |
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To the confines of my veins. |
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And your heart |
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Is gonna tear mine away. |
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And I wish to feel smaller under your hands, |
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Though you seem satisfied as you slip mine |
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Down your pants. |
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And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me |
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As you lift up my shirt after asking politely. |
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And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be |
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'Cause it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy. |
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I want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up. |
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But I swear I'm gonna cry. |
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I'm sick of tryin' to be tough. |
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And my blood won't stick |
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To the confines of my veins. |
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And your heart |
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Is gonna tear mine away. |
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And it's hard to find |
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What I want |
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When it's buried beneath the biggest rock. |
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I could pay lots of money |
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To help lift it with machines |
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But I'm not sure you'd cooperate. |
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Not sure you'd come clean. |
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And I wish to feel smaller |
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Under your sheets. |
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I wish for the whole truth |
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Every time you speak. |
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And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me |
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As I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep. |
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And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem |
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You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans. |
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Ignoring me the morning after isn't enough |
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And I swear I'm going to cry. |
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I'm sick of tryin' to be tough. |
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Yeah, I swear I'm gonna cry. |
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I'm sick of tryin' to be tough. |
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And my blood won't stick |
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To the confines of my veins. |
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And your heart |
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Is gonna tear mine away. |
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Is gonna tear mine away |