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Forever I've suffered in this world, con't prosper, no |
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Monument of ruin, dead empires, statues decay |
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Endlessly searching for an end to my pain, gone |
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Seething, tumultuous suffering, decadence, mine |
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Fiercely seeking death, existence, my plague |
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All hope, a disease lost in a lost time |
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Fallen from your secure world to famine and death of your values gone |
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Nothing is held sacred |
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The meek beholding the ruins, scavenge for life, seeking answers, dying |
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Monoliths of decay |
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Downfall of our race imminent, deadly stampede for a refuge lost! |
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Forgive us for our wrongdoings, bring salvation to our burdens, take us |
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Longing for the ending, now our souls are burning |
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We've been forsaken, our lives are not worth a thing |
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We can't survive this, the boiling cores of our strife |
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Something's arising, brilliant ray of light along the dead horizon |
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A protal leading, unfound path leading my way to voids of serenity |
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Or so it seems, nothingness, emptiness, nothingness |
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An entrance to a world that man has never met |
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Garnished in utter peace, endless shapes of beauty |
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Infinite suffering ending as |
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I proceed |
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Fleeing through the portal into the tranquil scenes |
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Behind me lies the world, dismal and unrestrained |
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Encloaked despondency left behind forever |
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My senses disappear, all the pain and fear |
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Searing benevolence, perpetual, my hopes |
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Somehow I realize this can't last forever |
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The life I have left behind pours back into my soul |
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Hatred raining in through walls far too thin |
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Bewildered by rage, newly found hope, gone |
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Now trapped in this hell, my portal is gone |
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I take my own life, never born again |
