[00:00.00] | 作曲 : 左旗 |
[00:00.672] | 作词 : 鲍吉尔.原野 |
[00:02.16] | 作者:鲍吉尔.原野 改编:左旗 |
[00:33.30] | 在额尔古纳的野地, |
[00:36.01] | 我见到了一块 |
[00:37.44] | 特殊的墓碑。 |
[00:40.85] | 树叶散落在路上, |
[00:43.05] | 被马车轧进泥里; |
[00:45.86] | 枝条裸露着胳膊, |
[00:47.67] | 如同雨水中赶路的 |
[00:49.72] | 精疲力尽的女人。 |
[00:52.79] | 这儿的秋天 |
[00:54.41] | 比别处 |
[00:55.53] | 更疲惫。 |
[01:00.05] | 行路中, |
[01:01.62] | 我被一丛野果吸引, |
[01:04.10] | 橘红色的颗粒 |
[01:05.38] | 一串串挂在树上, |
[01:07.25] | 像用眼睛在瞪着你。 |
[01:10.65] | 我走过去摘了一串, |
[01:12.63] | 正想能不能尝尝, |
[01:15.01] | 突然, |
[01:16.03] | 脚下就被什么东西 |
[01:18.20] | 绊了一下。 |
[01:21.75] | 一块墓碑, |
[01:23.39] | 埋在灌木和荒草间, |
[01:25.71] | 后边是矮坟。 |
[01:28.10] | 碑文写道: |
[01:29.73] | 刘素莲之墓。 |
[01:33.99] | 荒地之间, |
[01:35.26] | 遇到坟茔。 |
[01:36.85] | 我想不应抽身而走, |
[01:39.01] | 坐一会儿 |
[01:39.95] | 也好。 |
[01:41.60] | 这就像在荒野里行走, |
[01:43.94] | 见到对面来人, |
[01:45.24] | 总要打个招呼一样。 |
[01:48.20] | 坐下, |
[01:49.35] | 不经意间, |
[01:50.89] | 我看到水泥制的石碑后面 |
[01:53.18] | 还有一行字: |
[01:55.88] | 妈妈我想…… |
[01:59.84] | “想”字的后面 |
[02:01.34] | 被雨水冲下的泥土埋住了。 |
[02:04.65] | 我有些好奇, |
[02:06.17] | 探身扒开土, |
[02:07.74] | 终于看清, |
[02:09.40] | 那是一个 “你”字。 |
[02:12.12] | 我伸手摸了摸, |
[02:13.82] | 字 是用小学生的涂改液 |
[02:16.42] | 写上去的。 |
[02:17.86] | 大大的, |
[02:18.71] | 歪歪扭扭, |
[02:20.34] | 如奔跑、踉跄、摔倒。 |
[02:23.99] | 写字的人 |
[02:25.63] | 也像小学生。 |
[02:30.65] | 我转过头来看碑的正面, |
[02:33.67] | 死者生卒年代为 |
[02:35.50] | 1966—1995。 |
[02:39.24] | 碑后写字的人 |
[02:41.30] | 该是她的孩子。 |
[02:45.13] | 这么一想, |
[02:46.62] | 我的心里 |
[02:47.56] | 忽然不平静了, |
[02:49.51] | 仿佛孩子的哀伤 |
[02:50.91] | 要由我来担当。 |
[02:53.81] | 显然, |
[02:54.85] | 母亲离去, |
[02:56.40] | 他在夜晚睡不着的时候, |
[02:58.91] | 在一天中 |
[02:59.88] | 情绪最脆弱的时候, |
[03:01.96] | 就会常常 |
[03:03.43] | 想到母亲。 |
[03:07.60] | 记得儿时, |
[03:08.04] | 妈妈不在身边, |
[03:10.60] | 我就会特别害怕 |
[03:12.21] | 呼啸的风声; |
[03:14.05] | 害怕不停歇的夜雨; |
[03:16.70] | 害怕晚上的敲门声 |
[03:18.61] | 和突然响起的狗吠。 |
[03:21.77] | 现在, |
[03:22.74] | 这个孩子 |
[03:23.78] | 比我害怕和忧伤的事情 |
[03:26.63] | 会更多吧, |
[03:28.65] | 他的母亲 |
[03:30.28] | 再也不会回来了。 |
[03:33.67] | 那一刻, |
[03:35.14] | 我仿佛看到一双 |
[03:36.56] | 乌黑的眼睛, |
[03:37.97] | 里面盛满了泪水。 |
[03:41.02] | 他独自一人来到这里, |
[03:43.75] | 写下: |
[03:45.54] | 妈妈 我想你。 |
[03:49.91] | “你”字被土埋住了, |
[03:52.85] | 让人心惊。 |
[03:55.18] | 的确, |
[03:56.31] | “你”被黄土永远埋在这里, |
[03:59.55] | 这是大人们都早已知道, |
[04:01.80] | 但谁也无可奈何的事情。 |
[04:06.74] | “妈妈我想你”, |
[04:10.01] | 这几个字力量太大了, |
[04:12.98] | 把一个人身上的劲儿 |
[04:14.79] | 都卸掉了。 |
[04:16.99] | 风里, |
[04:18.38] | 我倚着那块冰凉的墓碑, |
[04:21.61] | 满脸都是 |
[04:24.27] | 泪水了。 |
[00:00.00] | zuo qu : zuo qi |
[00:00.672] | zuo ci : bao ji er. yuan ye |
[00:02.16] | zuo zhe: bao ji er. yuan ye gai bian: zuo qi |
[00:33.30] | zai e er gu na de ye di, |
[00:36.01] | wo jian dao le yi kuai |
[00:37.44] | te shu de mu bei. |
[00:40.85] | shu ye san luo zai lu shang, |
[00:43.05] | bei ma che ya jin ni li |
[00:45.86] | zhi tiao luo lu zhe ge bo, |
[00:47.67] | ru tong yu shui zhong gan lu de |
[00:49.72] | jing pi li jin de nv ren. |
[00:52.79] | zhe er de qiu tian |
[00:54.41] | bi bie chu |
[00:55.53] | geng pi bei. |
[01:00.05] | xing lu zhong, |
[01:01.62] | wo bei yi cong ye guo xi yin, |
[01:04.10] | ju hong se de ke li |
[01:05.38] | yi chuan chuan gua zai shu shang, |
[01:07.25] | xiang yong yan jing zai deng zhe ni. |
[01:10.65] | wo zou guo qu zhai le yi chuan, |
[01:12.63] | zheng xiang neng bu neng chang chang, |
[01:15.01] | tu ran, |
[01:16.03] | jiao xia jiu bei shen me dong xi |
[01:18.20] | ban le yi xia. |
[01:21.75] | yi kuai mu bei, |
[01:23.39] | mai zai guan mu he huang cao jian, |
[01:25.71] | hou bian shi ai fen. |
[01:28.10] | bei wen xie dao: |
[01:29.73] | liu su lian zhi mu. |
[01:33.99] | huang di zhi jian, |
[01:35.26] | yu dao fen ying. |
[01:36.85] | wo xiang bu ying chou shen er zou, |
[01:39.01] | zuo yi hui er |
[01:39.95] | ye hao. |
[01:41.60] | zhe jiu xiang zai huang ye li xing zou, |
[01:43.94] | jian dao dui mian lai ren, |
[01:45.24] | zong yao da ge zhao hu yi yang. |
[01:48.20] | zuo xia, |
[01:49.35] | bu jing yi jian, |
[01:50.89] | wo kan dao shui ni zhi de shi bei hou mian |
[01:53.18] | hai you yi xing zi: |
[01:55.88] | ma ma wo xiang |
[01:59.84] | " xiang" zi de hou mian |
[02:01.34] | bei yu shui chong xia de ni tu mai zhu le. |
[02:04.65] | wo you xie hao qi, |
[02:06.17] | tan shen ba kai tu, |
[02:07.74] | zhong yu kan qing, |
[02:09.40] | na shi yi ge " ni" zi. |
[02:12.12] | wo shen shou mo le mo, |
[02:13.82] | zi shi yong xiao xue sheng de tu gai ye |
[02:16.42] | xie shang qu de. |
[02:17.86] | da da de, |
[02:18.71] | wai wai niu niu, |
[02:20.34] | ru ben pao liang qiang shuai dao. |
[02:23.99] | xie zi de ren |
[02:25.63] | ye xiang xiao xue sheng. |
[02:30.65] | wo zhuan guo tou lai kan bei de zheng mian, |
[02:33.67] | si zhe sheng zu nian dai wei |
[02:35.50] | . |
[02:39.24] | bei hou xie zi de ren |
[02:41.30] | gai shi ta de hai zi. |
[02:45.13] | zhe me yi xiang, |
[02:46.62] | wo de xin li |
[02:47.56] | hu ran bu ping jing le, |
[02:49.51] | fang fu hai zi de ai shang |
[02:50.91] | yao you wo lai dan dang. |
[02:53.81] | xian ran, |
[02:54.85] | mu qin li qu, |
[02:56.40] | ta zai ye wan shui bu zhao de shi hou, |
[02:58.91] | zai yi tian zhong |
[02:59.88] | qing xu zui cui ruo de shi hou, |
[03:01.96] | jiu hui chang chang |
[03:03.43] | xiang dao mu qin. |
[03:07.60] | ji de er shi, |
[03:08.04] | ma ma bu zai shen bian, |
[03:10.60] | wo jiu hui te bie hai pa |
[03:12.21] | hu xiao de feng sheng |
[03:14.05] | hai pa bu ting xie de ye yu |
[03:16.70] | hai pa wan shang de qiao men sheng |
[03:18.61] | he tu ran xiang qi de gou fei. |
[03:21.77] | xian zai, |
[03:22.74] | zhe ge hai zi |
[03:23.78] | bi wo hai pa he you shang de shi qing |
[03:26.63] | hui geng duo ba, |
[03:28.65] | ta de mu qin |
[03:30.28] | zai ye bu hui hui lai le. |
[03:33.67] | na yi ke, |
[03:35.14] | wo fang fu kan dao yi shuang |
[03:36.56] | wu hei de yan jing, |
[03:37.97] | li mian cheng man le lei shui. |
[03:41.02] | ta du zi yi ren lai dao zhe li, |
[03:43.75] | xie xia: |
[03:45.54] | ma ma wo xiang ni. |
[03:49.91] | " ni" zi bei tu mai zhu le, |
[03:52.85] | rang ren xin jing. |
[03:55.18] | di que, |
[03:56.31] | " ni" bei huang tu yong yuan mai zai zhe li, |
[03:59.55] | zhe shi da ren men dou zao yi zhi dao, |
[04:01.80] | dan shui ye wu ke nai he de shi qing. |
[04:06.74] | " ma ma wo xiang ni", |
[04:10.01] | zhe ji ge zi li liang tai da le, |
[04:12.98] | ba yi ge ren shen shang de jin r |
[04:14.79] | dou xie diao le. |
[04:16.99] | feng li, |
[04:18.38] | wo yi zhe na kuai bing liang de mu bei, |
[04:21.61] | man lian dou shi |
[04:24.27] | lei shui le. |
[00:00.00] | zuò qǔ : zuǒ qí |
[00:00.672] | zuò cí : bào jí ěr. yuán yě |
[00:02.16] | zuò zhě: bào jí ěr. yuán yě gǎi biān: zuǒ qí |
[00:33.30] | zài é ěr gǔ nà de yě dì, |
[00:36.01] | wǒ jiàn dào le yí kuài |
[00:37.44] | tè shū de mù bēi. |
[00:40.85] | shù yè sàn luò zài lù shàng, |
[00:43.05] | bèi mǎ chē yà jìn ní lǐ |
[00:45.86] | zhī tiáo luǒ lù zhe gē bó, |
[00:47.67] | rú tóng yǔ shuǐ zhōng gǎn lù de |
[00:49.72] | jīng pí lì jìn de nǚ rén. |
[00:52.79] | zhè ér de qiū tiān |
[00:54.41] | bǐ bié chù |
[00:55.53] | gèng pí bèi. |
[01:00.05] | xíng lù zhōng, |
[01:01.62] | wǒ bèi yī cóng yě guǒ xī yǐn, |
[01:04.10] | jú hóng sè de kē lì |
[01:05.38] | yī chuàn chuàn guà zài shù shàng, |
[01:07.25] | xiàng yòng yǎn jīng zài dèng zhe nǐ. |
[01:10.65] | wǒ zǒu guò qù zhāi le yī chuàn, |
[01:12.63] | zhèng xiǎng néng bù néng cháng cháng, |
[01:15.01] | tū rán, |
[01:16.03] | jiǎo xià jiù bèi shén me dōng xī |
[01:18.20] | bàn le yī xià. |
[01:21.75] | yí kuài mù bēi, |
[01:23.39] | mái zài guàn mù hé huāng cǎo jiān, |
[01:25.71] | hòu biān shì ǎi fén. |
[01:28.10] | bēi wén xiě dào: |
[01:29.73] | liú sù lián zhī mù. |
[01:33.99] | huāng dì zhī jiān, |
[01:35.26] | yù dào fén yíng. |
[01:36.85] | wǒ xiǎng bù yīng chōu shēn ér zǒu, |
[01:39.01] | zuò yī huì ér |
[01:39.95] | yě hǎo. |
[01:41.60] | zhè jiù xiàng zài huāng yě lǐ xíng zǒu, |
[01:43.94] | jiàn dào duì miàn lái rén, |
[01:45.24] | zǒng yào dǎ gè zhāo hū yí yàng. |
[01:48.20] | zuò xià, |
[01:49.35] | bù jīng yì jiān, |
[01:50.89] | wǒ kàn dào shuǐ ní zhì de shí bēi hòu miàn |
[01:53.18] | hái yǒu yī xíng zì: |
[01:55.88] | mā mā wǒ xiǎng |
[01:59.84] | " xiǎng" zì de hòu miàn |
[02:01.34] | bèi yǔ shuǐ chōng xià de ní tǔ mái zhù le. |
[02:04.65] | wǒ yǒu xiē hào qí, |
[02:06.17] | tàn shēn bā kāi tǔ, |
[02:07.74] | zhōng yú kàn qīng, |
[02:09.40] | nà shi yí gè " nǐ" zì. |
[02:12.12] | wǒ shēn shǒu mō le mō, |
[02:13.82] | zì shì yòng xiǎo xué shēng de tú gǎi yè |
[02:16.42] | xiě shǎng qù de. |
[02:17.86] | dà dà de, |
[02:18.71] | wāi wāi niǔ niǔ, |
[02:20.34] | rú bēn pǎo liàng qiàng shuāi dǎo. |
[02:23.99] | xiě zì de rén |
[02:25.63] | yě xiàng xiǎo xué shēng. |
[02:30.65] | wǒ zhuǎn guò tóu lái kàn bēi de zhèng miàn, |
[02:33.67] | sǐ zhě shēng zú nián dài wéi |
[02:35.50] | . |
[02:39.24] | bēi hòu xiě zì de rén |
[02:41.30] | gāi shì tā de hái zi. |
[02:45.13] | zhè me yī xiǎng, |
[02:46.62] | wǒ de xīn lǐ |
[02:47.56] | hū rán bù píng jìng le, |
[02:49.51] | fǎng fú hái zi de āi shāng |
[02:50.91] | yào yóu wǒ lái dān dāng. |
[02:53.81] | xiǎn rán, |
[02:54.85] | mǔ qīn lí qù, |
[02:56.40] | tā zài yè wǎn shuì bù zháo de shí hòu, |
[02:58.91] | zài yì tiān zhōng |
[02:59.88] | qíng xù zuì cuì ruò de shí hòu, |
[03:01.96] | jiù huì cháng cháng |
[03:03.43] | xiǎng dào mǔ qīn. |
[03:07.60] | jì de ér shí, |
[03:08.04] | mā mā bù zài shēn biān, |
[03:10.60] | wǒ jiù huì tè bié hài pà |
[03:12.21] | hū xiào de fēng shēng |
[03:14.05] | hài pà bù tíng xiē de yè yǔ |
[03:16.70] | hài pà wǎn shàng de qiāo mén shēng |
[03:18.61] | hé tū rán xiǎng qǐ de gǒu fèi. |
[03:21.77] | xiàn zài, |
[03:22.74] | zhè gè hái zi |
[03:23.78] | bǐ wǒ hài pà hé yōu shāng de shì qíng |
[03:26.63] | huì gèng duō ba, |
[03:28.65] | tā de mǔ qīn |
[03:30.28] | zài yě bú huì huí lái le. |
[03:33.67] | nà yī kè, |
[03:35.14] | wǒ fǎng fú kàn dào yī shuāng |
[03:36.56] | wū hēi de yǎn jīng, |
[03:37.97] | lǐ miàn chéng mǎn le lèi shuǐ. |
[03:41.02] | tā dú zì yī rén lái dào zhè lǐ, |
[03:43.75] | xiě xià: |
[03:45.54] | mā mā wǒ xiǎng nǐ. |
[03:49.91] | " nǐ" zì bèi tǔ mái zhù le, |
[03:52.85] | ràng rén xīn jīng. |
[03:55.18] | dí què, |
[03:56.31] | " nǐ" bèi huáng tǔ yǒng yuǎn mái zài zhè lǐ, |
[03:59.55] | zhè shì dà rén men dōu zǎo yǐ zhī dào, |
[04:01.80] | dàn shuí yě wú kě nài hé de shì qíng. |
[04:06.74] | " mā mā wǒ xiǎng nǐ", |
[04:10.01] | zhè jǐ gè zì lì liàng tài dà le, |
[04:12.98] | bǎ yí ge rén shēn shàng de jìn r |
[04:14.79] | dōu xiè diào le. |
[04:16.99] | fēng lǐ, |
[04:18.38] | wǒ yǐ zhe nà kuài bīng liáng de mù bēi, |
[04:21.61] | mǎn liǎn dōu shì |
[04:24.27] | lèi shuǐ le. |