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take me on a train or send me helpless on a wave that i cant hang with i need something new i need something i cant think i cant create its all the same i'm in love with everything that brought me closer to hell and closer to all that scares me in my head so i pack all my things start tracing arrows with my brain but i just stay oh i always stay my feet barely touch the ground i'm alive but i can't tell throw me out of town might as well might as well burn the whole place down might as well might as well then i start naming names and start scratching down who i've replaced with red and brown i'm so caught up with myself i can't see the people around who've kept me up and held me down and filled my head with pills and crowns i can't forget so i draw a line and start splitting names like a pesting vine i don't carry silence in my head so easy, free and careless like i once did now things have never been so built up like a dam and i'm this close to finding somewhere else to live so i don't die silence i can't begin to tell you how much i've come to miss you where have the people chained you and left you for dead patience i can't begin to tell you how much i've come to miss you where have the people chained you and left you for dead kindness i can't begin to tell you how much i've come to miss you where have the people chained you and left you to die alone |