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I always tell myself to be patient |
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But my left hand shakes |
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Against your new couch |
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Control of the situation |
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Fell through my fingers |
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I heard her say : |
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"You can't keep living as if you're dying" |
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Well, i'm dying |
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Now in an awkward way |
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To spend the holiday |
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In such a deviant way to behave |
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Its amazing how quiet this house is |
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When the world outside, |
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It celebrates their new years |
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And their new fears |
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Your addiction is okay, |
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'cause its manically approved |
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And the night has expired |
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Lay me down to sleep |
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But one more thing can you say diction |
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And admit my guilt, emergency |
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And emergency |
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Its whispered at night |
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Now in an awkward way |
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To spend the holiday |
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In such a deviant way to behave |
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Its amazing how quiet this house is |
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When the world outside, |
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It celebrates their new years |
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And their new fears |