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I think a lot about all the things that I have broken |
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I look around at what remains, hoping |
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If I turn away will I be submerged in regretting |
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Or will I succeed in forgetting |
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For too long I've wanted a forbidden kiss to force me to decision |
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Chaos of lust is unstoppable and I am made of pure destruction |
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All epiphanies are false and my sweet words might never mean a thing |
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But I vacillate between two choices and a third could break the swing |
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I will win either way I choose |
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But either way I also lose |
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I am adrift, I can't decide |
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Whose desire to satisfy: his, yours or mine |
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Those who don't fear me want me |
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In this city full of men |
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Can I say no to them for you? |
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Can I say no to you for them? |
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(August 2008) |
