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Gloomy days got my head twisted |
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Mystic visions of a razor blade |
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Cut my blunt with precision |
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Stuff it till it's bustin' |
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Sippin' on some Tussin' |
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Imagine it, gothic hustlin' |
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Men tusslin', women fussin' |
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And they babies in the corner cryin' |
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Young niggaz bang and they ain't afraid of dyin' |
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Pistol keepers, mobile phones and beepers |
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Cars and hoes, and plenty dust for the geekers |
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Me, I'm a break beater, microphone eater |
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Weed leader, sizzlin' like a fajita |
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But it's so hard for me to stay out the streets |
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Behind tint blowin' cheap, fuckin' with freaks |
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What kinda role model, I'ma be? |
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Don't get it twisted |
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Gifted, linguistic graphic and realistic |
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God, deliver me from harm and arm me with |
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Sense enough to know when to quit |
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I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die |
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(Lord, forgive me for the anger that I feel today) |
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I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die |
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Thinkin' about what my eyes witnessed |
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Thinkin' about what my kids gon' see |
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When they get grown and independent |
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What you doin' baby? |
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18, strippin' daily |
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A small ass apartment, tryin' to flip a Mercedes |
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I don't knock shit, unless you a fiend |
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Tryin' to hock shit, protectin' myself |
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I gotta grab the gock and pop shit |
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I guess that's the problem with the world today |
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(What?) |
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Black, white, Asian, so many people think this way |
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Fuck with me and I'll shoot ya |
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We live in, what used to be the space age, future |
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To acid droppin' hippies, now they run the country |
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Drug smugglin' with my tax money |
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Bomb makers, nuclear, death creators |
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White power, skin head, Jew and nigga haters |
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All of this, plus I gotta watch the nigga next door |
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What you think I pray for, man |
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I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die |
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(Lord, forgive me for the anger that I feel today) |
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I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die |
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Life ain't nothin' but preparation for the angels |
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And the demons that we all gon' face when |
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The soul and the body separate, that's death |
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Nothin' left but darkness, after your last breath |
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Well, all of that shit is in the past enjoy it |
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While you got it, cause you can't take it with your ass |
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Where I'm from, any day can be your last |
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That's why them thug niggaz live life hard and fast |
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Slowdown and find yourself surrounded by the lowdown |
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Unaware, a showdown's about to go down |
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Why we gotta clown instead of bein' kinfolks |
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Why do white folks, think all we know is sellin' dope? |
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Some can't cope and got out hangin' from a rope |
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Slit wrists, found shakin' from an overdose |
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Tupac and Biggie got they life snatched away |
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Nobody knows when they gotta go, mayne |
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I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die |
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(Lord, forgive me for the anger that I feel today) |
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I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die |
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That's all baby, you never know when you gotta go |
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Deaths around the corner, you're nobody |
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Till somebody kills you but I don't wanna die |
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I don't wanna die, hey, I don't wanna die |
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Can you hear me? I don't wanna die |
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I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die |
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Die |
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Die |
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Die |
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