歌曲 | This Bloody Tarkhovsky Film |
歌手 | Antennas to Heaven |
专辑 | The Line Between Myth and Reality Has Always Been in Finland |
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[00:00.00] | 作曲 : Hodgson, Smith |
[00:04.30] | We had this lecturer once who said that memory was the absolute key to identity. To who you are. |
[00:09.95] | That there is no innate, natural, biological you who exists constantly. But instead, you wake up every morning and you have to remember who you are. |
[00:17.05] | And like, you go through this process where you open your eyes and gradually you remember stuff about yourself. |
[00:21.86] | Not emotions or feelings but actions. And as you remember the situations you've been in and how you reacted to those situations. |
[00:28.53] | Then they all add up to how you behave through the course of the day. So there is no defined you as such. |
[00:33.35] | Just what you did yesterday. And what you did ages ago as well. All these choices are what make you do or what you do. |
[00:38.61] | There is no self as such. Just memories of who you've been. And then he showed us this bloody Tarkhovsky film. |
[01:07.06] | But what I was thinking was that you could change yourself. If that was true,you could change yourself. |
[01:12.44] | I mean, if you misremembered something, just one thing, on purpose, you'd be a different person. |
[01:17.76] | If you convinced yourself that you never said that or you never punched him, then it would be gone and you'd be different. |
[01:22.98] | And maybe, you'd be better. So years later I'm at work and I get this e-mail about some mundane shite. |
[01:29.32] | I don't know, to do with photocopiers or something. And the person it was from had used an account other than their own. |
[01:34.53] | So the from at the bottom was different to the from at the top. |
[01:37.24] | And more than that, even though they'd actually typed my address with my name on it,they got my name wrong. |
[01:42.40] | So reading this crap, from Julie or Steven and to Peter or Philip I couldn't help but think what the fuck am I doing here? |
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[00:00.00] | zuò qǔ : Hodgson, Smith |
[00:04.30] | We had this lecturer once who said that memory was the absolute key to identity. To who you are. |
[00:09.95] | That there is no innate, natural, biological you who exists constantly. But instead, you wake up every morning and you have to remember who you are. |
[00:17.05] | And like, you go through this process where you open your eyes and gradually you remember stuff about yourself. |
[00:21.86] | Not emotions or feelings but actions. And as you remember the situations you' ve been in and how you reacted to those situations. |
[00:28.53] | Then they all add up to how you behave through the course of the day. So there is no defined you as such. |
[00:33.35] | Just what you did yesterday. And what you did ages ago as well. All these choices are what make you do or what you do. |
[00:38.61] | There is no self as such. Just memories of who you' ve been. And then he showed us this bloody Tarkhovsky film. |
[01:07.06] | But what I was thinking was that you could change yourself. If that was true, you could change yourself. |
[01:12.44] | I mean, if you misremembered something, just one thing, on purpose, you' d be a different person. |
[01:17.76] | If you convinced yourself that you never said that or you never punched him, then it would be gone and you' d be different. |
[01:22.98] | And maybe, you' d be better. So years later I' m at work and I get this email about some mundane shite. |
[01:29.32] | I don' t know, to do with photocopiers or something. And the person it was from had used an account other than their own. |
[01:34.53] | So the from at the bottom was different to the from at the top. |
[01:37.24] | And more than that, even though they' d actually typed my address with my name on it, they got my name wrong. |
[01:42.40] | So reading this crap, from Julie or Steven and to Peter or Philip I couldn' t help but think what the fuck am I doing here? |
[00:04.30] | wǒ men céng yù dào guò yí gè jiǎng shī, tā jiǎng de zhǔ tí shì" jì yì shì dǎ kāi yí ge rén shēn fèn de yào shi". tā shuō:" zhè bǎ yào shi tōng xiàng nǐ zì jǐ." |
[00:09.95] | " zhè gè' zì jǐ' bú shì zhǐ nǐ chū shēng qǐ jiù yǒu de, kè guān cún zài de, shēng lǐ shàng de, cún zài zhì jīn de' nǐ', ér shì měi tiān zǎo shàng nǐ bì xū jì qǐ nǐ shì shuí de nà gè' nǐ'." |
[00:17.05] | " nǐ màn màn jìn xíng zhēng yǎn zhè gè guò chéng rán hòu nǐ jiù huì zhú jiàn jì qǐ guān yú zì jǐ de shì qíng." |
[00:21.86] | " zhè bú shì qíng gǎn huò shì gǎn jué, ér shì xíng wéi. nǐ xiǎng qǐ le nǐ céng chǔ yú hé zhǒng qíng jǐng lǐ, ér nǐ yòu shì rú hé yìng duì de." |
[00:28.53] | " zhèi xiē jiù zǔ chéng le zhěng gè yì tiān zhōng nǐ de biǎo xiàn. suǒ yǐ yí gè què qiè de' nǐ' shì bù cún zài de." |
[00:33.35] | " nǐ zuó tiān zuò le shén me xuǎn zé chéng jiù le nǐ, duō nián qián nǐ zuò le shén me yě chéng wéi le nǐ. suǒ yǒu zhèi xiē xuǎn zé dōu dǎo zhì le nǐ zuò de suǒ yǒu shì qíng." |
[00:38.61] | " tóng yàng dì,' zì wǒ' yě bù cún zài. cún zài de zhǐ yǒu xiàn zài de nǐ de jì yì." jiē zhe, tā xiàng wǒ men zhǎn shì le zhè gè xuè xīng de Tarkhovsky de diàn yǐng. |
[01:07.06] | dàn wǒ sī kǎo de què shì: nǐ kě yǐ gǎi biàn nǐ zì jǐ. rú guǒ tā shuō de shì zhēn de, nǐ jiù kě yǐ gǎi xiě zì jǐ. |
[01:12.44] | wǒ yì sī shì, rú guǒ nǐ jì cuò le shén me, zhǐ yào jì cuò le yī jiàn shì, gù yì jì cuò, nǐ jiù huì biàn chéng lìng yí ge rén. |
[01:17.76] | rú guǒ nǐ shuō fú zì jǐ nǐ cóng méi shuō guò shén me, huò cóng méi dǎ guò shuí, nà me zhèi xiē jì yì jiù bù fù cún zài, nǐ jiù gǎi biàn le. |
[01:22.98] | yě xǔ, nǐ huì biàn chéng yí gè gèng hǎo de rén. xǔ duō nián hòu wǒ zài shàng bān shí shōu dào le yī fēng xiě le yī duī rì cháng pì shì de yóu jiàn. |
[01:29.32] | wǒ méi dǒng, hǎo xiàng shì xiě de guān yú dǎ yìn jī de shì hái shì shén me. ér qiě zhè gè fā jiàn rén yòng le yí gè bú shì tā běn rén de zhàng hào. |
[01:34.53] | dǐ bù de liú míng hé dǐng duān dì dì zhǐ bìng bù wěn hé. |
[01:37.24] | hái yǒu, suī rán tā men què shí xiě shàng le wǒ de dì zhǐ, dàn tā men bǎ wǒ de míng zì gǎo cuò le. |
[01:42.40] | suǒ yǐ, dú zhe zhè fēng shǐ yí yàng de yóu jiàn, lái zì Julie huò zhě Steven huò zhě Peter huò zhě Philip de yóu jiàn, wǒ jīn bú zhù sī kǎo wǒ xiàn zài tè me zài gàn ma? |