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I'm afraid that my own self-judgement failed. |
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I've faced a fake court of illusive queens of lies. |
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Not able to understand what was hidden behind me. |
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Not able to express what was inside me. |
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I remembered these tears. |
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Permanent Acid Pain. |
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Broken pieces of glass dormant in my corpse. |
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Pushing me to evolve by weakness. |
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Reaching that limit of unconscious. |
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My Eyes cannot be closed. |
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I faced what I wanted to consider as purity. |
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I felt regrets when I touched her hand. |
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I was hurtled when I kissed her lips. |
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I thought I felt sadness. |
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But it was disgust, only. |
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I wanted to swallow what I was not able to vomit. |
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I wanted to fly away and return to that embryonic foetus state. |
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Something has to live again. Death do not give life. |
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A creature without that repugnent capacity of procreation. |
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Sumptuous Endrogyna. |
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Unemotional unborn nature. |
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Liquid crystal shining through eyes. |
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I walked without leaving traces on the sand. |
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I wish I could breath like those humans I refused to hurt. |
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But they refuse to share what they have in abundance. |
