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Distressed by afternoon, a few hours more and |
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Another day has passed serving those fools |
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They shamelessly feed off my fear |
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To speak the final word and take back what I hold dear |
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Fuck their numbers, fuck their synthetic smiles |
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Those words never came... |
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I sought comfort from where it was banned |
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And got caught in a maze of secrecy so grand |
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My head spins with theories and suspicion, |
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But my body collects reward |
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Her eyes spoke to me with lust |
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Tempting, yet loaded with danger |
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Loneliness defeated reason and I went down |
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It's too easy to slip away when no one sees to redeem you |
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I tried, I fought, but in the end I left behind my sole source of joy |
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Fuck their mission, there's limits to my patience |
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Those words never came... |
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Looking back, I regret my poor resolve |
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What did I miss and what did I gain? |
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I tossed integrity for narrow-minded greed |
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And earned a ticket to a dead-end ride to bliss |
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Those eyes clouded with tears |
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I turned down her heartfelt misery |
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Selfishness defeated emotion and I survived |
