[00:01.86] | Producer:Luis Resto/Eminem |
[00:10.03] | It's 2002 everything was totally new |
[00:12.59] | We were globally huge |
[00:13.59] | Watching sales go through the roof |
[00:15.32] | We wrote and we viewed it |
[00:16.61] | Runyon Avenue soldiers included |
[00:17.82] | A multitude of homies who would bounce for no good excuse |
[00:20.70] | We were so bulletproof wrote souped and soaked in our youth |
[00:23.48] | Thought we was running **** till we lost the sole of our shoe |
[00:26.70] | The death of Doody broke us in two |
[00:28.70] | We were thrown for a loop ain't none of us know what to do |
[00:31.33] | And at the time I was going through my own struggles too |
[00:33.97] | So I wasn't in no condition to be coaching us through |
[00:36.82] | Everyone tried to go solo really nobody blew |
[00:39.38] | I was hoping they do so I ain't have to shoulder the group |
[00:41.87] | The plan was put everyone in position so that they knew |
[00:44.67] | How to stand on they own and I don't want to open up wounds |
[00:47.38] | I just noticed the oomf was gone when we go in the booth |
[00:49.99] | Cause the truth is the moment that proof died so did the group |
[00:52.29] | If I could leave this world behind |
[00:57.40] | I could open up my eyes and walk in a straight line |
[01:03.36] | Turn to the river with you |
[01:08.11] | Help me leave this all behind |
[01:12.84] | I'ma wash away my sins |
[01:15.36] | I'ma rinse away this dirt |
[01:18.16] | I forgot to make amends |
[01:20.77] | To all the friends I may have hurt |
[01:23.24] | I better stop and say my grace |
[01:25.93] | From that I pray that I don't fall |
[01:28.61] | 'Cause on the way back down I may |
[01:31.42] | May end up running back into them all |
[01:33.85] | I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones |
[01:40.62] | It was never the same and it's bothered me since |
[01:43.51] | And the farther we drift apart the more awkward it gets |
[01:46.10] | The more time goes by the more life happens |
[01:48.65] | And we gotta be men we got responsibilities |
[01:51.54] | Plus we don't say how we feel and I feel like this is what got us in |
[01:54.41] | The debacle we're in d**n with you guys thick and thin |
[01:56.67] | But it's almost as if sometimes we're not even friends |
[01:59.44] | Which reminded me this Rockstar was the **** |
[02:02.06] | Y'all could've got you a hit without you on it |
[02:04.74] | If you've put D12 on it wish I could've did |
[02:07.32] | More than try talking you into coming up off of it |
[02:09.48] | I know it wasn't my fault but part of it probably is |
[02:12.27] | I think of all of the trips to BET and the rappers |
[02:14.87] | I wish that we would've politicked with |
[02:16.92] | Maybe y'all coulda clicked and got you some features |
[02:19.47] | But that's water under the bridge |
[02:20.89] | But I'm washing my sins in it till my concious is clear |
[02:23.12] | If I could leave this world behind |
[02:28.31] | I could open up my eyes and walk in a straight line |
[02:34.17] | Turn to the river with you |
[02:39.26] | Help me leave this all behind |
[02:43.99] | I'ma wash away my sins |
[02:46.21] | I'ma rinse away this dirt |
[02:48.96] | I forgot to make amends |
[02:51.50] | To all the friends I may have hurt |
[02:54.23] | I better stop and say my grace |
[02:56.81] | From that I pray that I don't fall |
[02:59.55] | 'Cause on the way back down I may |
[03:02.22] | May end up running back into them all |
[03:04.78] | I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones |
[03:11.92] | Bacardi in hand |
[03:12.71] | Never thought the party would end |
[03:14.19] | One minute you're bodyin' **** but then your audience splits |
[03:16.90] | You can already sense the climate is startin' to shift |
[03:19.52] | To these kids you no longer exist |
[03:21.11] | Went from rainin' cats and dogs in this ***** |
[03:23.55] | To tiny drops full of drips |
[03:24.93] | And by the time your reign is over you'll hardly be missed |
[03:28.37] | You start thinkin' of all the artists you gift |
[03:30.40] | All the carnage you left |
[03:31.62] | Is this the kinda karma you get |
[03:32.93] | For turning your ******' back on Bizzy Kuniva and Swift |
[03:35.97] | A Freudian slip |
[03:36.73] | Subconsciously I honestly wished |
[03:38.32] | I ain't feel so much guilt and y'all didn't harbor resentment |
[03:41.01] | But it's hard to pretend that y'all ain't got none of this |
[03:43.65] | Wish I had words |
[03:44.59] | But I guess they're just ownin' for this |
[03:46.32] | Still my point is I just can't say how sorry I am |
[03:48.66] | This is not how I planned for our story to end |
[03:51.45] | I love all of you men |
[03:52.82] | But I just can't be the guy |
[03:54.18] | Everybody depends on for entire careers |
[03:56.88] | 'Cause that's not even fair |
[03:58.27] | I will always be here |
[03:59.52] | But that spark isn't there |
[04:00.79] | And I don't know how to recapture that time and that air |
[04:03.59] | I've tried hearkening back to |
[04:04.83] | But I'm fighting for air |
[04:06.23] | I'm barely charting myself |
[04:07.50] | Feels like I'm under the sink |
[04:08.89] | But it was not my intent |
[04:10.26] | To treat y'all like a stepping stone |
[04:12.04] | Though I ain't left no one behind |
[04:13.77] | But we been down every road |
[04:15.56] | Done all we possibly can |
[04:16.70] | I know we kept up our hopes |
[04:18.31] | But the longer we spend livin' this lie that we live |
[04:20.70] | The less is left for closure so let's let this go |
[04:23.75] | It's not goodbye to our friendship but D12 is over |
[04:27.87] | I'ma wash away my sins |
[04:30.75] | I'ma rinse away this dirt |
[04:33.20] | I forgot to make amends |
[04:35.93] | To all the friends I may have hurt |
[04:38.42] | I better stop and say my grace |
[04:41.12] | From that I pray that I don't fall |
[04:43.79] | 'Cause on the way back down I may |
[04:46.39] | May end up running back into them all |
[04:49.04] | I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones |
[04:54.46] | I never meant to make you feel like my stepping stones |
[04:59.73] | I never meant to use you all for my stepping stones |
[00:01.86] | Producer: Luis Resto Eminem |
[00:10.03] | It' s 2002 everything was totally new |
[00:12.59] | We were globally huge |
[00:13.59] | Watching sales go through the roof |
[00:15.32] | We wrote and we viewed it |
[00:16.61] | Runyon Avenue soldiers included |
[00:17.82] | A multitude of homies who would bounce for no good excuse |
[00:20.70] | We were so bulletproof wrote souped and soaked in our youth |
[00:23.48] | Thought we was running till we lost the sole of our shoe |
[00:26.70] | The death of Doody broke us in two |
[00:28.70] | We were thrown for a loop ain' t none of us know what to do |
[00:31.33] | And at the time I was going through my own struggles too |
[00:33.97] | So I wasn' t in no condition to be coaching us through |
[00:36.82] | Everyone tried to go solo really nobody blew |
[00:39.38] | I was hoping they do so I ain' t have to shoulder the group |
[00:41.87] | The plan was put everyone in position so that they knew |
[00:44.67] | How to stand on they own and I don' t want to open up wounds |
[00:47.38] | I just noticed the oomf was gone when we go in the booth |
[00:49.99] | Cause the truth is the moment that proof died so did the group |
[00:52.29] | If I could leave this world behind |
[00:57.40] | I could open up my eyes and walk in a straight line |
[01:03.36] | Turn to the river with you |
[01:08.11] | Help me leave this all behind |
[01:12.84] | I' ma wash away my sins |
[01:15.36] | I' ma rinse away this dirt |
[01:18.16] | I forgot to make amends |
[01:20.77] | To all the friends I may have hurt |
[01:23.24] | I better stop and say my grace |
[01:25.93] | From that I pray that I don' t fall |
[01:28.61] | ' Cause on the way back down I may |
[01:31.42] | May end up running back into them all |
[01:33.85] | I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones |
[01:40.62] | It was never the same and it' s bothered me since |
[01:43.51] | And the farther we drift apart the more awkward it gets |
[01:46.10] | The more time goes by the more life happens |
[01:48.65] | And we gotta be men we got responsibilities |
[01:51.54] | Plus we don' t say how we feel and I feel like this is what got us in |
[01:54.41] | The debacle we' re in d n with you guys thick and thin |
[01:56.67] | But it' s almost as if sometimes we' re not even friends |
[01:59.44] | Which reminded me this Rockstar was the |
[02:02.06] | Y' all could' ve got you a hit without you on it |
[02:04.74] | If you' ve put D12 on it wish I could' ve did |
[02:07.32] | More than try talking you into coming up off of it |
[02:09.48] | I know it wasn' t my fault but part of it probably is |
[02:12.27] | I think of all of the trips to BET and the rappers |
[02:14.87] | I wish that we would' ve politicked with |
[02:16.92] | Maybe y' all coulda clicked and got you some features |
[02:19.47] | But that' s water under the bridge |
[02:20.89] | But I' m washing my sins in it till my concious is clear |
[02:23.12] | If I could leave this world behind |
[02:28.31] | I could open up my eyes and walk in a straight line |
[02:34.17] | Turn to the river with you |
[02:39.26] | Help me leave this all behind |
[02:43.99] | I' ma wash away my sins |
[02:46.21] | I' ma rinse away this dirt |
[02:48.96] | I forgot to make amends |
[02:51.50] | To all the friends I may have hurt |
[02:54.23] | I better stop and say my grace |
[02:56.81] | From that I pray that I don' t fall |
[02:59.55] | ' Cause on the way back down I may |
[03:02.22] | May end up running back into them all |
[03:04.78] | I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones |
[03:11.92] | Bacardi in hand |
[03:12.71] | Never thought the party would end |
[03:14.19] | One minute you' re bodyin' but then your audience splits |
[03:16.90] | You can already sense the climate is startin' to shift |
[03:19.52] | To these kids you no longer exist |
[03:21.11] | Went from rainin' cats and dogs in this |
[03:23.55] | To tiny drops full of drips |
[03:24.93] | And by the time your reign is over you' ll hardly be missed |
[03:28.37] | You start thinkin' of all the artists you gift |
[03:30.40] | All the carnage you left |
[03:31.62] | Is this the kinda karma you get |
[03:32.93] | For turning your ' back on Bizzy Kuniva and Swift |
[03:35.97] | A Freudian slip |
[03:36.73] | Subconsciously I honestly wished |
[03:38.32] | I ain' t feel so much guilt and y' all didn' t harbor resentment |
[03:41.01] | But it' s hard to pretend that y' all ain' t got none of this |
[03:43.65] | Wish I had words |
[03:44.59] | But I guess they' re just ownin' for this |
[03:46.32] | Still my point is I just can' t say how sorry I am |
[03:48.66] | This is not how I planned for our story to end |
[03:51.45] | I love all of you men |
[03:52.82] | But I just can' t be the guy |
[03:54.18] | Everybody depends on for entire careers |
[03:56.88] | ' Cause that' s not even fair |
[03:58.27] | I will always be here |
[03:59.52] | But that spark isn' t there |
[04:00.79] | And I don' t know how to recapture that time and that air |
[04:03.59] | I' ve tried hearkening back to |
[04:04.83] | But I' m fighting for air |
[04:06.23] | I' m barely charting myself |
[04:07.50] | Feels like I' m under the sink |
[04:08.89] | But it was not my intent |
[04:10.26] | To treat y' all like a stepping stone |
[04:12.04] | Though I ain' t left no one behind |
[04:13.77] | But we been down every road |
[04:15.56] | Done all we possibly can |
[04:16.70] | I know we kept up our hopes |
[04:18.31] | But the longer we spend livin' this lie that we live |
[04:20.70] | The less is left for closure so let' s let this go |
[04:23.75] | It' s not goodbye to our friendship but D12 is over |
[04:27.87] | I' ma wash away my sins |
[04:30.75] | I' ma rinse away this dirt |
[04:33.20] | I forgot to make amends |
[04:35.93] | To all the friends I may have hurt |
[04:38.42] | I better stop and say my grace |
[04:41.12] | From that I pray that I don' t fall |
[04:43.79] | ' Cause on the way back down I may |
[04:46.39] | May end up running back into them all |
[04:49.04] | I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones |
[04:54.46] | I never meant to make you feel like my stepping stones |
[04:59.73] | I never meant to use you all for my stepping stones |
[00:01.86] | Producer: Luis Resto Eminem |
[00:10.03] | It' s 2002 everything was totally new |
[00:12.59] | We were globally huge |
[00:13.59] | Watching sales go through the roof |
[00:15.32] | We wrote and we viewed it |
[00:16.61] | Runyon Avenue soldiers included |
[00:17.82] | A multitude of homies who would bounce for no good excuse |
[00:20.70] | We were so bulletproof wrote souped and soaked in our youth |
[00:23.48] | Thought we was running till we lost the sole of our shoe |
[00:26.70] | The death of Doody broke us in two |
[00:28.70] | We were thrown for a loop ain' t none of us know what to do |
[00:31.33] | And at the time I was going through my own struggles too |
[00:33.97] | So I wasn' t in no condition to be coaching us through |
[00:36.82] | Everyone tried to go solo really nobody blew |
[00:39.38] | I was hoping they do so I ain' t have to shoulder the group |
[00:41.87] | The plan was put everyone in position so that they knew |
[00:44.67] | How to stand on they own and I don' t want to open up wounds |
[00:47.38] | I just noticed the oomf was gone when we go in the booth |
[00:49.99] | Cause the truth is the moment that proof died so did the group |
[00:52.29] | If I could leave this world behind |
[00:57.40] | I could open up my eyes and walk in a straight line |
[01:03.36] | Turn to the river with you |
[01:08.11] | Help me leave this all behind |
[01:12.84] | I' ma wash away my sins |
[01:15.36] | I' ma rinse away this dirt |
[01:18.16] | I forgot to make amends |
[01:20.77] | To all the friends I may have hurt |
[01:23.24] | I better stop and say my grace |
[01:25.93] | From that I pray that I don' t fall |
[01:28.61] | ' Cause on the way back down I may |
[01:31.42] | May end up running back into them all |
[01:33.85] | I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones |
[01:40.62] | It was never the same and it' s bothered me since |
[01:43.51] | And the farther we drift apart the more awkward it gets |
[01:46.10] | The more time goes by the more life happens |
[01:48.65] | And we gotta be men we got responsibilities |
[01:51.54] | Plus we don' t say how we feel and I feel like this is what got us in |
[01:54.41] | The debacle we' re in d n with you guys thick and thin |
[01:56.67] | But it' s almost as if sometimes we' re not even friends |
[01:59.44] | Which reminded me this Rockstar was the |
[02:02.06] | Y' all could' ve got you a hit without you on it |
[02:04.74] | If you' ve put D12 on it wish I could' ve did |
[02:07.32] | More than try talking you into coming up off of it |
[02:09.48] | I know it wasn' t my fault but part of it probably is |
[02:12.27] | I think of all of the trips to BET and the rappers |
[02:14.87] | I wish that we would' ve politicked with |
[02:16.92] | Maybe y' all coulda clicked and got you some features |
[02:19.47] | But that' s water under the bridge |
[02:20.89] | But I' m washing my sins in it till my concious is clear |
[02:23.12] | If I could leave this world behind |
[02:28.31] | I could open up my eyes and walk in a straight line |
[02:34.17] | Turn to the river with you |
[02:39.26] | Help me leave this all behind |
[02:43.99] | I' ma wash away my sins |
[02:46.21] | I' ma rinse away this dirt |
[02:48.96] | I forgot to make amends |
[02:51.50] | To all the friends I may have hurt |
[02:54.23] | I better stop and say my grace |
[02:56.81] | From that I pray that I don' t fall |
[02:59.55] | ' Cause on the way back down I may |
[03:02.22] | May end up running back into them all |
[03:04.78] | I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones |
[03:11.92] | Bacardi in hand |
[03:12.71] | Never thought the party would end |
[03:14.19] | One minute you' re bodyin' but then your audience splits |
[03:16.90] | You can already sense the climate is startin' to shift |
[03:19.52] | To these kids you no longer exist |
[03:21.11] | Went from rainin' cats and dogs in this |
[03:23.55] | To tiny drops full of drips |
[03:24.93] | And by the time your reign is over you' ll hardly be missed |
[03:28.37] | You start thinkin' of all the artists you gift |
[03:30.40] | All the carnage you left |
[03:31.62] | Is this the kinda karma you get |
[03:32.93] | For turning your ' back on Bizzy Kuniva and Swift |
[03:35.97] | A Freudian slip |
[03:36.73] | Subconsciously I honestly wished |
[03:38.32] | I ain' t feel so much guilt and y' all didn' t harbor resentment |
[03:41.01] | But it' s hard to pretend that y' all ain' t got none of this |
[03:43.65] | Wish I had words |
[03:44.59] | But I guess they' re just ownin' for this |
[03:46.32] | Still my point is I just can' t say how sorry I am |
[03:48.66] | This is not how I planned for our story to end |
[03:51.45] | I love all of you men |
[03:52.82] | But I just can' t be the guy |
[03:54.18] | Everybody depends on for entire careers |
[03:56.88] | ' Cause that' s not even fair |
[03:58.27] | I will always be here |
[03:59.52] | But that spark isn' t there |
[04:00.79] | And I don' t know how to recapture that time and that air |
[04:03.59] | I' ve tried hearkening back to |
[04:04.83] | But I' m fighting for air |
[04:06.23] | I' m barely charting myself |
[04:07.50] | Feels like I' m under the sink |
[04:08.89] | But it was not my intent |
[04:10.26] | To treat y' all like a stepping stone |
[04:12.04] | Though I ain' t left no one behind |
[04:13.77] | But we been down every road |
[04:15.56] | Done all we possibly can |
[04:16.70] | I know we kept up our hopes |
[04:18.31] | But the longer we spend livin' this lie that we live |
[04:20.70] | The less is left for closure so let' s let this go |
[04:23.75] | It' s not goodbye to our friendship but D12 is over |
[04:27.87] | I' ma wash away my sins |
[04:30.75] | I' ma rinse away this dirt |
[04:33.20] | I forgot to make amends |
[04:35.93] | To all the friends I may have hurt |
[04:38.42] | I better stop and say my grace |
[04:41.12] | From that I pray that I don' t fall |
[04:43.79] | ' Cause on the way back down I may |
[04:46.39] | May end up running back into them all |
[04:49.04] | I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones |
[04:54.46] | I never meant to make you feel like my stepping stones |
[04:59.73] | I never meant to use you all for my stepping stones |
[00:01.86] | 制作人:Luis Resto/Eminem |
[00:10.03] | 那是2002年,一切都是崭新的 |
[00:12.59] | 我们是全球巨头 |
[00:13.59] | 看着销量冲破天际 |
[00:15.32] | 我们写下并欣赏这一切 |
[00:16.61] | 包括鲁尼恩大街的士兵(出自《Like Toy Soldiers》 |
[00:17.82] | 我们这一群兄弟都不会找任何借口 |
[00:20.70] | 那时的我们写下的词是那么坚不可摧,充满活力 |
[00:23.48] | 以为我们会一直走下去直到把鞋底走掉(sole of our shoe中的sole是指proof在D12中的重要地位) |
[00:26.70] | 然而Doody的死让我们分道扬镳(Doody是EM对Proof的昵称) |
[00:28.70] | 我们陷入一个死循环,没人知道该怎么做 |
[00:31.33] | 而在那时,我也正经历着折磨(EM在当时有很严重的药瘾) |
[00:33.97] | 所以我也没有任何办法指引我们 |
[00:36.82] | 每个人都想单飞,但真的没人火起来 |
[00:39.38] | 我真的希望他们火,这样我就不用肩负起整个组合 |
[00:41.87] | 计划就是如何把每个人放到他们所熟知的位置 |
[00:44.67] | 怎么能够让他们能靠自己,而我也不需揭开伤口 |
[00:47.38] | 我注意到当我们走上台时,我的某位粉丝却离开了 |
[00:49.99] | 因为事实上那时候Proof死了,我们的组合也是(Proof死后D12很少有合作歌曲,也很少同台演出) |
[00:52.29] | 如果我能够抛下整个世界 |
[00:57.40] | 我就能睁开眼走在正确的道路上 |
[01:03.36] | 跟你一起去那圣河边(出自《Revival》专辑中的《River》) |
[01:08.11] | 帮我将这一切都抛开 |
[01:12.84] | 我将洗去我的罪孽 |
[01:15.36] | 我要冲洗掉这污垢 |
[01:18.16] | 我忘了去赎罪 |
[01:20.77] | 向所有我曾伤害过的朋友 |
[01:23.24] | 我最好停下来开始诉说我的恩典 |
[01:25.93] | 从祈祷我自己不会倒下开始 |
[01:28.61] | 因为如果我跌倒了 |
[01:31.42] | 可能最终跌向那重重罪孽 |
[01:33.85] | 我从没想过将你们当作我的垫脚石 |
[01:40.62] | 一切都变了,这让我很苦恼 |
[01:43.51] | 我们越是疏远,就越尴尬 |
[01:46.10] | 随着时间的流逝,我们的生活发生了很多变化 |
[01:48.65] | 而我们应该像个男人一样,承担起责任 |
[01:51.54] | 我们也不说出我们的感受,我觉得这就是让我们 |
[01:54.41] | 分离崩析的原因,我们几兄弟同甘共苦 |
[01:56.67] | 但有时候我们又几乎不像是朋友 |
[01:59.44] | Bizarre,这也让我想到你的《Rockstar》有多炸(《Rockstar》是D12成员Bizarre首张个人专辑的首支单曲,EM是制作人) |
[02:02.06] | 没有我你们也会很成功(这里是指Bizarre和Gordy的专辑《Last American Rockstar》很成功) |
[02:04.74] | 如果你让D12加入其中,我希望我所能做的 |
[02:07.32] | 不只是试图让你放弃 |
[02:09.48] | 我知道那不是我的错,但可能有一部分是的吧 |
[02:12.27] | 我想到了所有BET的征程和说唱歌手们 |
[02:14.87] | 我希望我们曾经能够一起搞政治 |
[02:16.92] | 或许你们会被选中,会出人头地 |
[02:19.47] | 但此时已覆水难收 |
[02:20.89] | 我将在圣河中洗去我的罪孽,直到我神智清醒 |
[02:23.12] | 如果我能够抛下整个世界 |
[02:28.31] | 我就能睁开眼走在正确的道路上 |
[02:34.17] | 跟你一起去那圣河边 |
[02:39.26] | 帮我将这一切抛弃 |
[02:43.99] | 我将洗去我的罪孽 |
[02:46.21] | 我要冲洗掉这污垢 |
[02:48.96] | 我忘了去赎罪 |
[02:51.50] | 向所有我曾伤害过的朋友 |
[02:54.23] | 我最好停下来开始诉说我的恩典 |
[02:56.81] | 从祈祷我自己不会倒下开始 |
[02:59.55] | 因为如果我跌倒了 |
[03:02.22] | 可能最终将跌向那重重罪孽 |
[03:04.78] | 我从没想过将你们当作我的垫脚石 |
[03:11.92] | 手举巴卡第酒 |
[03:12.71] | 从来没想过派对会结束 |
[03:14.19] | 你就发了一分钟呆,你的观众就都溜了 |
[03:16.90] | 你能感受到气氛已经变了 |
[03:19.52] | 那些孩子眼中已不再有你(歌迷对EM上张专辑《Revival》的评价普遍很低》) |
[03:21.11] | 从狂风暴雨般的影响力 |
[03:23.55] | 到绵绵细雨般的毫无存在感 |
[03:24.93] | 这时候你的统治已经结束,你已经很难被想起了 |
[03:28.37] | 你开始想到那些你提携过的的歌手们 |
[03:30.40] | 和你所进行的屠杀 |
[03:31.62] | 这就是你的因果报应 |
[03:32.93] | 对你抛弃Bizzy,Kuniva和Swift的报应(三者均为D12成员,他们都没能在说唱圈里取得什么成就) |
[03:35.97] | 只能独自喃喃 |
[03:36.73] | 潜意识里真的希望 |
[03:38.32] | 我不会感到如此内疚,而你们也不会心怀怨念 |
[03:41.01] | 但很难假装你们不会有这种想法 |
[03:43.65] | 我希望我能说些什么 |
[03:44.59] | 但我想这没有什么意义 |
[03:46.32] | 我说不清我有多对不起我的老队友们 |
[03:48.66] | 这故事的结局并不如我所想 |
[03:51.45] | 我爱你们所有人兄弟 |
[03:52.82] | 只是我不能成为 |
[03:54.18] | 每个人在他整个生涯中所指望的那个人 |
[03:56.88] | 因为那甚至都不公平 |
[03:58.27] | 我会一直在 |
[03:59.52] | 但那火光并不存在 |
[04:00.79] | 我不知道该如何重回那段时光 |
[04:03.59] | 我试着回想过去 |
[04:04.83] | 但我只是在做无意义的斗争 |
[04:06.23] | 我几乎都不认识自己了 |
[04:07.50] | 感觉就像我一直在下沉 |
[04:08.89] | 但这并不是我本意 |
[04:10.26] | 把你们当作我的垫脚石 |
[04:12.04] | 尽管我没有抛弃任何人 |
[04:13.77] | 但我们曾经在每条路上 |
[04:15.56] | 做我们所能做的事 |
[04:16.70] | 我知道我们保留着希望 |
[04:18.31] | 但我们活在谎言中越久 |
[04:20.70] | 我们所剩下的就越少,所以就让它去吧 |
[04:23.75] | 这不是我们友谊的终点,但D12已死 |
[04:27.87] | 我将洗去我的罪孽 |
[04:30.75] | 我要冲洗掉这污垢 |
[04:33.20] | 我忘了去赎罪 |
[04:35.93] | 向所有我曾伤害过的朋友 |
[04:38.42] | 我最好停下来开始诉说我的恩典 |
[04:41.12] | 从祈祷我自己不会倒下开始 |
[04:43.79] | 因为如果我跌倒了 |
[04:46.39] | 可能最终将跌向那重重罪孽 |
[04:49.04] | 我从未想过利用你们成为我的垫脚石 |
[04:54.46] | 我从未想过让你们觉得你们是我的垫脚石 |
[04:59.73] | 我从未想过利用你们作为我的垫脚石 |