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I am now layin on my deathbed |
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Cold and weak and full of pain |
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My skin is wrinkled and |
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I'm searching for a reason to not pass away |
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I have been sick for a long time |
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The cancer has taken my soul |
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I lay alone in a dark room |
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Wait every day to be fetched by death |
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In silence |
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I'm lying |
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Deathwish burning strong |
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I just wanna sleep forever |
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I'm to weak to take my life |
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I am now dreaming that |
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I'm dying |
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My soul is free from all the pain |
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I am now crying, crying in happiness |
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But I wake up to reality again |
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I hate this life that |
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I'm living |
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People surrounds me to take goodbye |
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I can feel it this is my last time |
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I close my eyes and smile to my death |
