[00:00.000] | 作曲 : 左漂 |
[00:00.690] | 作词 : 左漂 |
[00:02.70] | 编曲:LILPINK |
[00:03.73] | 后期:Monkey |
[00:05.85] | |
[00:15.07] | 阴郁的墙壁 破旧的囚衣 |
[00:18.31] | 我已经无法正视别人除了自己 |
[00:22.26] | 手写的日记 忏悔了过去 |
[00:25.60] | 依旧保持走到哪都风声鹤唳 |
[00:29.69] | |
[00:31.47] | 阴郁的墙壁 破旧的囚衣 |
[00:35.21] | 我已经无法正视别人除了自己 |
[00:39.08] | 手写的日记 忏悔了过去 |
[00:42.73] | 依旧保持走到哪都风声鹤唳 |
[00:44.80] | |
[00:46.67] | 这些对我来说毫无意义 |
[00:48.24] | 等待死刑到期我也充满焦虑 |
[00:50.16] | 枪毙的恐惧 仿佛无限延期 |
[00:52.43] | 时间踩着我的身体 |
[00:53.51] | 让我陷入难题 |
[00:54.53] | 昨天 明天哪天已经过去 |
[00:56.44] | 而我是否早就死在预期 |
[00:57.96] | 是的 我在记算着我的日子 |
[00:59.59] | 可是这个本子 写不完我的名字 |
[01:01.67] | 我的故事 流传几个版本在这人世 |
[01:04.40] | 我已经难以保持镇定 要怎么冷静 |
[01:06.63] | 解救我的灵魂还是生命 |
[01:08.56] | 妈妈对不起 这 不是我的目的 |
[01:10.64] | 怎么坚持下去 |
[01:11.55] | 才能左右这蔓延的恐惧 |
[01:13.17] | 我的身体 将在第几发子弹中死去 |
[01:15.30] | 根本听不清晰 |
[01:16.23] | 但我听到枪声将我袭击 |
[01:17.75] | 把我包围的尸体 |
[01:19.02] | 压住了我的不愿死去的肢体 |
[01:21.20] | 无法理解这个世界有太多道理 |
[01:23.54] | 只是一味的践行我的道义 |
[01:25.21] | 顾及我的兄弟 |
[01:26.13] | 根本无法逃避 |
[01:27.50] | 没法逃避 |
[01:28.21] | 踩着梦发现一切构建的都在解体 |
[01:29.84] | |
[01:30.70] | 阴郁的墙壁 破旧的囚衣 |
[01:34.38] | 我已经无法正视别人除了自己 |
[01:38.07] | 手写的日记 忏悔了过去 |
[01:41.68] | 依旧保持走到哪里都风声鹤唳 |
[01:43.82] | |
[01:45.54] | 阴郁的墙壁 破旧的囚衣 |
[01:49.14] | 我已经无法正视别人除了自己 |
[01:52.81] | 手写的日记 忏悔了过去 |
[01:56.56] | 依旧保持走到哪里都风声鹤唳 |
[01:58.22] | |
[02:00.44] | 我从来无所畏惧 |
[02:02.07] | 却如此害怕焦虑 |
[02:03.85] | 它永远像个疯子不停对我质疑 |
[02:06.02] | 颤栗 |
[02:06.84] | 我真的错了吗 |
[02:07.95] | 是在犯傻吗 |
[02:08.81] | 看笑话的是你吗 |
[02:09.87] | 如果真有可行的路径 |
[02:11.82] | 为何不在天明前示意 |
[02:13.02] | 像个臭虫一样在我背后唾弃 |
[02:14.70] | 人人都有异议 |
[02:15.79] | 却从来不敢对我当面提起 |
[02:17.17] | 把所谓的顾虑统统忘记 |
[02:19.16] | 谁也不必隐藏秘密 |
[02:20.58] | 我拿起了凶器 |
[02:21.64] | 企图捍卫正义 |
[02:22.66] | 到头来却发现这都不值一提 |
[02:24.70] | 那就不要为我哭了 忏悔真的够了 |
[02:26.78] | 我敏感的神经在等着死呢 |
[02:28.95] | 我犯下的罪过 |
[02:30.02] | 能够抵消多少这个世界的落魄 |
[02:31.89] | 大家都在堕落 终究一无所获 |
[02:33.89] | 谁能光明磊落 |
[02:34.90] | 不被拷上枷锁 |
[02:35.87] | 道德破碎了七零八落 |
[02:37.20] | 谁去捍卫了谁就有错 |
[02:38.53] | 何必拼个你死我活 |
[02:39.95] | 像我一样没有着落 |
[02:42.26] | 没有着落 |
[02:44.56] | 生命线 |
[02:45.78] | 我已经无法改变 |
[02:47.70] | 如果今天的我不太体面 |
[02:50.04] | 如果明天可以为我祭奠 |
[02:52.08] | 如果走开了你还能记得我的脸 |
[02:54.56] | 如果别人放弃了你还站我这边 |
[02:57.06] | 那就不要让我成为泪点 |
[02:58.88] | 永远不要试图抱怨 |
[03:00.71] | 那是你唯一的尊严 |
[03:03.56] | 唯一的尊严 |
[03:05.29] | 唯一的尊严 |
[03:07.22] | 唯一的尊严 |
[03:10.11] | 唯一的尊严 |
[03:13.41] | |
[03:13.97] | 阴郁的墙壁 破旧的囚衣 |
[03:17.74] | 我已经无法正视别人除了自己 |
[03:21.44] | 手写的日记 忏悔了过去 |
[03:25.10] | 依旧保持走到哪里都风声鹤唳 |
[03:26.37] | |
[03:28.87] | 阴郁的墙壁 破旧的囚衣 |
[03:32.43] | 我已经无法正视别人除了自己 |
[03:36.20] | 手写的日记 忏悔了过去 |
[03:39.97] | 依旧保持走到哪里都风声鹤唳 |
[03:41.84] | |
[03:51.14] | 好吧 上帝 |
[03:53.36] | 我想我已经准备好死去 |
[03:56.36] | 不会有太多人为我哭泣 |
[03:59.58] | 也不会有太多人把我记起 |
[04:02.53] | 还好我用生命换来的 |
[04:05.03] | 是另一个生命存活的意义 |
[00:00.000] | zuo qu : zuo piao |
[00:00.690] | zuo ci : zuo piao |
[00:02.70] | bian qu: LILPINK |
[00:03.73] | hou qi: Monkey |
[00:05.85] | |
[00:15.07] | yin yu de qiang bi po jiu de qiu yi |
[00:18.31] | wo yi jing wu fa zheng shi bie ren chu le zi ji |
[00:22.26] | shou xie de ri ji chan hui le guo qu |
[00:25.60] | yi jiu bao chi zou dao na dou feng sheng he li |
[00:29.69] | |
[00:31.47] | yin yu de qiang bi po jiu de qiu yi |
[00:35.21] | wo yi jing wu fa zheng shi bie ren chu le zi ji |
[00:39.08] | shou xie de ri ji chan hui le guo qu |
[00:42.73] | yi jiu bao chi zou dao na dou feng sheng he li |
[00:44.80] | |
[00:46.67] | zhei xie dui wo lai shuo hao wu yi yi |
[00:48.24] | deng dai si xing dao qi wo ye chong man jiao lv |
[00:50.16] | qiang bi de kong ju fang fu wu xian yan qi |
[00:52.43] | shi jian cai zhe wo de shen ti |
[00:53.51] | rang wo xian ru nan ti |
[00:54.53] | zuo tian ming tian na tian yi jing guo qu |
[00:56.44] | er wo shi fou zao jiu si zai yu qi |
[00:57.96] | shi de wo zai ji suan zhe wo de ri zi |
[00:59.59] | ke shi zhe ge ben zi xie bu wan wo de ming zi |
[01:01.67] | wo de gu shi liu chuan ji ge ban ben zai zhe ren shi |
[01:04.40] | wo yi jing nan yi bao chi zhen ding yao zen me leng jing |
[01:06.63] | jie jiu wo de ling hun hai shi sheng ming |
[01:08.56] | ma ma dui bu qi zhe bu shi wo de mu di |
[01:10.64] | zen me jian chi xia qu |
[01:11.55] | cai neng zuo you zhe man yan de kong ju |
[01:13.17] | wo de shen ti jiang zai di ji fa zi dan zhong si qu |
[01:15.30] | gen ben ting bu qing xi |
[01:16.23] | dan wo ting dao qiang sheng jiang wo xi ji |
[01:17.75] | ba wo bao wei de shi ti |
[01:19.02] | ya zhu le wo de bu yuan si qu de zhi ti |
[01:21.20] | wu fa li jie zhe ge shi jie you tai duo dao li |
[01:23.54] | zhi shi yi wei de jian xing wo de dao yi |
[01:25.21] | gu ji wo de xiong di |
[01:26.13] | gen ben wu fa tao bi |
[01:27.50] | mei fa tao bi |
[01:28.21] | cai zhe meng fa xian yi qie gou jian de dou zai jie ti |
[01:29.84] | |
[01:30.70] | yin yu de qiang bi po jiu de qiu yi |
[01:34.38] | wo yi jing wu fa zheng shi bie ren chu le zi ji |
[01:38.07] | shou xie de ri ji chan hui le guo qu |
[01:41.68] | yi jiu bao chi zou dao na li dou feng sheng he li |
[01:43.82] | |
[01:45.54] | yin yu de qiang bi po jiu de qiu yi |
[01:49.14] | wo yi jing wu fa zheng shi bie ren chu le zi ji |
[01:52.81] | shou xie de ri ji chan hui le guo qu |
[01:56.56] | yi jiu bao chi zou dao na li dou feng sheng he li |
[01:58.22] | |
[02:00.44] | wo cong lai wu suo wei ju |
[02:02.07] | que ru ci hai pa jiao lv |
[02:03.85] | ta yong yuan xiang ge feng zi bu ting dui wo zhi yi |
[02:06.02] | zhan li |
[02:06.84] | wo zhen de cuo le ma |
[02:07.95] | shi zai fan sha ma |
[02:08.81] | kan xiao hua de shi ni ma |
[02:09.87] | ru guo zhen you ke xing de lu jing |
[02:11.82] | wei he bu zai tian ming qian shi yi |
[02:13.02] | xiang ge chou chong yi yang zai wo bei hou tuo qi |
[02:14.70] | ren ren dou you yi yi |
[02:15.79] | que cong lai bu gan dui wo dang mian ti qi |
[02:17.17] | ba suo wei de gu lv tong tong wang ji |
[02:19.16] | shui ye bu bi yin cang mi mi |
[02:20.58] | wo na qi le xiong qi |
[02:21.64] | qi tu han wei zheng yi |
[02:22.66] | dao tou lai que fa xian zhe dou bu zhi yi ti |
[02:24.70] | na jiu bu yao wei wo ku le chan hui zhen de gou le |
[02:26.78] | wo min gan de shen jing zai deng zhe si ne |
[02:28.95] | wo fan xia de zui guo |
[02:30.02] | neng gou di xiao duo shao zhe ge shi jie de luo tuo |
[02:31.89] | da jia dou zai duo luo zhong jiu yi wu suo huo |
[02:33.89] | shui neng guang ming lei luo |
[02:34.90] | bu bei kao shang jia suo |
[02:35.87] | dao de po sui le qi ling ba luo |
[02:37.20] | shui qu han wei le shui jiu you cuo |
[02:38.53] | he bi pin ge ni si wo huo |
[02:39.95] | xiang wo yi yang mei you zhuo luo |
[02:42.26] | mei you zhuo luo |
[02:44.56] | sheng ming xian |
[02:45.78] | wo yi jing wu fa gai bian |
[02:47.70] | ru guo jin tian de wo bu tai ti mian |
[02:50.04] | ru guo ming tian ke yi wei wo ji dian |
[02:52.08] | ru guo zou kai le ni hai neng ji de wo de lian |
[02:54.56] | ru guo bie ren fang qi le ni hai zhan wo zhe bian |
[02:57.06] | na jiu bu yao rang wo cheng wei lei dian |
[02:58.88] | yong yuan bu yao shi tu bao yuan |
[03:00.71] | na shi ni wei yi de zun yan |
[03:03.56] | wei yi de zun yan |
[03:05.29] | wei yi de zun yan |
[03:07.22] | wei yi de zun yan |
[03:10.11] | wei yi de zun yan |
[03:13.41] | |
[03:13.97] | yin yu de qiang bi po jiu de qiu yi |
[03:17.74] | wo yi jing wu fa zheng shi bie ren chu le zi ji |
[03:21.44] | shou xie de ri ji chan hui le guo qu |
[03:25.10] | yi jiu bao chi zou dao na li dou feng sheng he li |
[03:26.37] | |
[03:28.87] | yin yu de qiang bi po jiu de qiu yi |
[03:32.43] | wo yi jing wu fa zheng shi bie ren chu le zi ji |
[03:36.20] | shou xie de ri ji chan hui le guo qu |
[03:39.97] | yi jiu bao chi zou dao na li dou feng sheng he li |
[03:41.84] | |
[03:51.14] | hao ba shang di |
[03:53.36] | wo xiang wo yi jing zhun bei hao si qu |
[03:56.36] | bu hui you tai duo ren wei wo ku qi |
[03:59.58] | ye bu hui you tai duo ren ba wo ji qi |
[04:02.53] | hai hao wo yong sheng ming huan lai de |
[04:05.03] | shi ling yi ge sheng ming cun huo de yi yi |
[00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : zuǒ piào |
[00:00.690] | zuò cí : zuǒ piào |
[00:02.70] | biān qǔ: LILPINK |
[00:03.73] | hòu qī: Monkey |
[00:05.85] | |
[00:15.07] | yīn yù de qiáng bì pò jiù de qiú yī |
[00:18.31] | wǒ yǐ jīng wú fǎ zhèng shì bié rén chú le zì jǐ |
[00:22.26] | shǒu xiě de rì jì chàn huǐ le guò qù |
[00:25.60] | yī jiù bǎo chí zǒu dào nǎ dōu fēng shēng hè lì |
[00:29.69] | |
[00:31.47] | yīn yù de qiáng bì pò jiù de qiú yī |
[00:35.21] | wǒ yǐ jīng wú fǎ zhèng shì bié rén chú le zì jǐ |
[00:39.08] | shǒu xiě de rì jì chàn huǐ le guò qù |
[00:42.73] | yī jiù bǎo chí zǒu dào nǎ dōu fēng shēng hè lì |
[00:44.80] | |
[00:46.67] | zhèi xiē duì wǒ lái shuō háo wú yì yì |
[00:48.24] | děng dài sǐ xíng dào qī wǒ yě chōng mǎn jiāo lǜ |
[00:50.16] | qiāng bì de kǒng jù fǎng fú wú xiàn yán qī |
[00:52.43] | shí jiān cǎi zhe wǒ de shēn tǐ |
[00:53.51] | ràng wǒ xiàn rù nán tí |
[00:54.53] | zuó tiān míng tiān na tiān yǐ jīng guò qù |
[00:56.44] | ér wǒ shì fǒu zǎo jiù sǐ zài yù qī |
[00:57.96] | shì de wǒ zài jì suàn zhe wǒ de rì zi |
[00:59.59] | kě shì zhè gè běn zi xiě bù wán wǒ de míng zì |
[01:01.67] | wǒ de gù shì liú chuán jǐ gè bǎn běn zài zhè rén shì |
[01:04.40] | wǒ yǐ jīng nán yǐ bǎo chí zhèn dìng yào zěn me lěng jìng |
[01:06.63] | jiě jiù wǒ de líng hún hái shì shēng mìng |
[01:08.56] | mā mā duì bù qǐ zhè bú shì wǒ de mù dì |
[01:10.64] | zěn me jiān chí xià qù |
[01:11.55] | cái néng zuǒ yòu zhè màn yán de kǒng jù |
[01:13.17] | wǒ de shēn tǐ jiāng zài dì jǐ fā zǐ dàn zhōng sǐ qù |
[01:15.30] | gēn běn tīng bù qīng xī |
[01:16.23] | dàn wǒ tīng dào qiāng shēng jiāng wǒ xí jī |
[01:17.75] | bǎ wǒ bāo wéi de shī tǐ |
[01:19.02] | yā zhù le wǒ de bù yuàn sǐ qù de zhī tǐ |
[01:21.20] | wú fǎ lǐ jiě zhè gè shì jiè yǒu tài duō dào lǐ |
[01:23.54] | zhǐ shì yī wèi de jiàn xíng wǒ de dào yì |
[01:25.21] | gù jí wǒ de xiōng dì |
[01:26.13] | gēn běn wú fǎ táo bì |
[01:27.50] | méi fǎ táo bì |
[01:28.21] | cǎi zhe mèng fā xiàn yī qiè gòu jiàn de dōu zài jiě tǐ |
[01:29.84] | |
[01:30.70] | yīn yù de qiáng bì pò jiù de qiú yī |
[01:34.38] | wǒ yǐ jīng wú fǎ zhèng shì bié rén chú le zì jǐ |
[01:38.07] | shǒu xiě de rì jì chàn huǐ le guò qù |
[01:41.68] | yī jiù bǎo chí zǒu dào nǎ lǐ dōu fēng shēng hè lì |
[01:43.82] | |
[01:45.54] | yīn yù de qiáng bì pò jiù de qiú yī |
[01:49.14] | wǒ yǐ jīng wú fǎ zhèng shì bié rén chú le zì jǐ |
[01:52.81] | shǒu xiě de rì jì chàn huǐ le guò qù |
[01:56.56] | yī jiù bǎo chí zǒu dào nǎ lǐ dōu fēng shēng hè lì |
[01:58.22] | |
[02:00.44] | wǒ cóng lái wú suǒ wèi jù |
[02:02.07] | què rú cǐ hài pà jiāo lǜ |
[02:03.85] | tā yǒng yuǎn xiàng gè fēng zi bù tíng duì wǒ zhì yí |
[02:06.02] | zhàn lì |
[02:06.84] | wǒ zhēn de cuò le ma |
[02:07.95] | shì zài fàn shǎ ma |
[02:08.81] | kàn xiào huà de shì nǐ ma |
[02:09.87] | rú guǒ zhēn yǒu kě xíng de lù jìng |
[02:11.82] | wèi hé bù zài tiān míng qián shì yì |
[02:13.02] | xiàng gè chòu chóng yí yàng zài wǒ bèi hòu tuò qì |
[02:14.70] | rén rén dōu yǒu yì yì |
[02:15.79] | què cóng lái bù gǎn duì wǒ dāng miàn tí qǐ |
[02:17.17] | bǎ suǒ wèi de gù lǜ tǒng tǒng wàng jì |
[02:19.16] | shuí yě bù bì yǐn cáng mì mì |
[02:20.58] | wǒ ná qǐ le xiōng qì |
[02:21.64] | qǐ tú hàn wèi zhèng yì |
[02:22.66] | dào tóu lái què fā xiàn zhè dōu bù zhí yī tí |
[02:24.70] | nà jiù bú yào wèi wǒ kū le chàn huǐ zhēn de gòu le |
[02:26.78] | wǒ mǐn gǎn de shén jīng zài děng zhe sǐ ne |
[02:28.95] | wǒ fàn xià de zuì guò |
[02:30.02] | néng gòu dǐ xiāo duō shǎo zhè gè shì jiè de luò tuò |
[02:31.89] | dà jiā dōu zài duò luò zhōng jiū yī wú suǒ huò |
[02:33.89] | shuí néng guāng míng lěi luò |
[02:34.90] | bù bèi kǎo shàng jiā suǒ |
[02:35.87] | dào dé pò suì le qī líng bā luò |
[02:37.20] | shuí qù hàn wèi le shuí jiù yǒu cuò |
[02:38.53] | hé bì pīn gè nǐ sǐ wǒ huó |
[02:39.95] | xiàng wǒ yí yàng méi yǒu zhuó luò |
[02:42.26] | méi yǒu zhuó luò |
[02:44.56] | shēng mìng xiàn |
[02:45.78] | wǒ yǐ jīng wú fǎ gǎi biàn |
[02:47.70] | rú guǒ jīn tiān de wǒ bù tài tǐ miàn |
[02:50.04] | rú guǒ míng tiān kě yǐ wéi wǒ jì diàn |
[02:52.08] | rú guǒ zǒu kāi le nǐ hái néng jì de wǒ de liǎn |
[02:54.56] | rú guǒ bié rén fàng qì le nǐ hái zhàn wǒ zhè biān |
[02:57.06] | nà jiù bú yào ràng wǒ chéng wéi lèi diǎn |
[02:58.88] | yǒng yuǎn bú yào shì tú bào yuàn |
[03:00.71] | nà shi nǐ wéi yī de zūn yán |
[03:03.56] | wéi yī de zūn yán |
[03:05.29] | wéi yī de zūn yán |
[03:07.22] | wéi yī de zūn yán |
[03:10.11] | wéi yī de zūn yán |
[03:13.41] | |
[03:13.97] | yīn yù de qiáng bì pò jiù de qiú yī |
[03:17.74] | wǒ yǐ jīng wú fǎ zhèng shì bié rén chú le zì jǐ |
[03:21.44] | shǒu xiě de rì jì chàn huǐ le guò qù |
[03:25.10] | yī jiù bǎo chí zǒu dào nǎ lǐ dōu fēng shēng hè lì |
[03:26.37] | |
[03:28.87] | yīn yù de qiáng bì pò jiù de qiú yī |
[03:32.43] | wǒ yǐ jīng wú fǎ zhèng shì bié rén chú le zì jǐ |
[03:36.20] | shǒu xiě de rì jì chàn huǐ le guò qù |
[03:39.97] | yī jiù bǎo chí zǒu dào nǎ lǐ dōu fēng shēng hè lì |
[03:41.84] | |
[03:51.14] | hǎo ba shàng dì |
[03:53.36] | wǒ xiǎng wǒ yǐ jīng zhǔn bèi hǎo sǐ qù |
[03:56.36] | bú huì yǒu tài duō rén wéi wǒ kū qì |
[03:59.58] | yě bú huì yǒu tài duō rén bǎ wǒ jì qǐ |
[04:02.53] | hái hǎo wǒ yòng shēng mìng huàn lái de |
[04:05.03] | shì lìng yí gè shēng mìng cún huó de yì yì |