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False innocence in the eyes of a sad child, |
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grief of a lost soul in a grey vast world |
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You and I dig the same hole, |
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this is a man's world, this is a dead world |
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The chrisalyd woke me from its autist catalepsy... |
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And the somber butterfly burnt his wings at the so called divine daylight |
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And thus became a foul fly laying its eggs over human decay as a revenge on god's creation |
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I awake and I see the devil's face telling me |
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to zip down the pure one, to pull the trigger, |
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to abuse you to liberate my wrath, to let him coming out from me |
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Touch the scars on my naked body |
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Let it be done before my skin turns cold turkey |
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I disgust myself, you think it's just a game |
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You'll sleep before you realize I abused your innocence |
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Lost youth memories come back to the surface |
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Endless pit of melancholy which soil my eyes and face |
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A dirty plastic giraffe, not stained with piss and crass |
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I thought i'd never have to hate what I am now |
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Each time i remind of lost purity |
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A poisonous torpidity cuts my sleep |
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The past is dead and will never live again |
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No prostethic can replace what's lost and gone |
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I'm coming inside your purity |
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As soon as it's done bitterness invades me |
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Cum is bile, desire is a lie |
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You can't understand why I try to die... |
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A small death that hurt |
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I'm cold and afraid |
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Deserts of solitude and guilty thoughts |
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Screw my head and terrify me |
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Everything is turning from pink to grey |
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Descent to reality |
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Alone in my head, alone in my flesh |
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Until the day I'll definitely be alone in a hole |
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Each minute seems to last a year and each day is the same as the one before |
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you''ll never grow up and reach humanhood, you know... |
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there is no use to become like them, |
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to live their life of bitterness tears and abuse |
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i've tried and failed, just see...what I did of me... |
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They'll do to you... |
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The mask of death was wearing your face |
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Downfallen and skinny |
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You seem so small in your coffin |
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Look at my eyes... they bleed |
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What is their so called of god? |
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that erase my friends, that destroy my dreams? |
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What have you done for me? |
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Why don't you just kill me? |
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You can be proud of you *******... |
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One of the strings that keep me sane have been slashed once again |
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You're not buried as i stay |
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Standing in my desert |
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Forget the holy ground |
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Their god was for the living ones I am not |
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they just can't see something died within me |
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Never ask why.... |
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We're the orphans of god |
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Another father will take us all |
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Just give your soul for the change...this ******* soul |
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Abandon your life to him, never mourn the human world, |
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never look back for what we've done, |
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for all the ones left behind, take his hand and shut your eyes |