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Through the ugly old window, moonlight shines with malice |
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And in the |
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Maze of my mind, convulsions of my memory |
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Regrets don't really haunt my soul but acrid thoughts corrode my brain |
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Awaken til the dawn to fall as darkness fades |
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And I stay here for hours eating my soul with anguish |
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My body seems to be dead but my mind burns with morbidity |
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Paranoia prevails those times, alchemy of hate and fear |
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But also lustful phantasm... power, fortune and glory |
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Night is opened wide for my kingdom- |
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HELL Apparitions come as the daylight dies- |
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HELL I can't control my mortal flesh so close to my realm |
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I wish I had the power to kill this shell- |
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HELL But the scarecrow you spit on is already dead- |
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HELL I make me sick to punish myself from being arrived here... |
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And to fade my anger down as blood is tears of the flesh... |
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Teeth frenetically bite my lips, awaken in sweat at night |
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I wish I could stop thinking just for a minute |
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I could stand in a nut's shell and say |
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I'm world's master |
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If I didn't bear those horrible nightmares |
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Acrid soul brings bitter tears, vampires cry in eternity |
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Gazing at destroyed dreams, illusions that died for long |
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And the wish to kill humanity, erasing the memory |
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The devil take them all, none made nothing for me |
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Their eyes wet, their herts cry, |
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I don't want their compassion |
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And as soon as |
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I'll be gone |
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I don't think they'll miss me for long. |
