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"Step into my thought, blades sharp and long !" |
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While I dared to gaze inside myself |
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and caught a glimpse of what... |
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yes, perform your own destruction |
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and I feel the same delight |
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share the wish to die. |
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Spiritualized this "Death is a mental state". |
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still anguish is his name. |
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Fill me up with your chill, |
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alone in my emptiness, |
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gratefully I'll receive your pain. |
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Unworthy to some light |
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I long to embrace you fire. |
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I'll be the tomb where you spread your seed |
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and along with your blosson I shall expire... |
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Leave me alone, can't you leave me alone, |
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the unclean presence of flesh, |
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I just cannot bear ! |
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A ballet, well balanced, between pain and foregiveness |
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it won't collide and if I'm crushed by |
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I do not care, |
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I do no longer care... |
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No-one will ever recognize my fall |
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and if someone accidentially did, |
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he wouldn't waste a thought, |
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No, would not spare a single thought. |
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I cannot think of a reason why I should remain, |
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only their "faces" might alter |
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but my desperation will stay the same... |
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(it even increases with time...) |
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The barriers of the gate have simply |
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desoved within my tears, |
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the Lord of the Dark Side though shapeless, |
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he waits for my... |
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"Behold, my beloved, I'll always belong to thee". |
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I died for you, for you I'll die, |
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together in a realm of the infinite night, |
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I died for you, and for you I will die, |
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blessed be those that dwell in your light... |
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Hand in hand in hand in hand, |
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lifeless I can finally understand |
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Embraced to intimately, |
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beloved Sister of Selfdestruction. |
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YOU ARE INSIDE OF ME... |
