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Don't hate me shawty |
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But even if you hate me shawty |
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I still love you |
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And now I only wish that you could |
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See that my intentions were good |
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Shawty I still love you |
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Don't hate me shawty |
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But even if you hate me shawty |
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I still love you |
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And now I only wish that you could |
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See that my intentions were good |
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Shawty I still love you |
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Forgave me once, forgave me twice, forgave me three times |
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I stayed lyin', you stayed down in the meantime |
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Had my son and turned around and had another one |
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I broke your heart when I told you 'bout the other one |
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I stay in trouble ha? Ain't got too much to lose |
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Knew I could loose it all but never thought of losin' you |
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Eleven years ago I still regret me choosin' you |
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Meetin' you, pursuin' you and doin' you in '92 |
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You fixed plates, showed your face at every courtdate |
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And all you wanted me to do was call when I was out late |
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How could I let you go? I thought I knew it all |
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When you deserved the best and more, you been through it all |
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You think I sold you dreams, but what I say I mean |
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Just take it to consideration, I was 17 |
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I'm still the same man, just had a change of plan |
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Never ask you back and crumbled wedding band |
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But I still love you |
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Don't hate me shawty |
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But even if you hate me shawty |
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I still love you |
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And now I only wish that you could |
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See that my intentions were good |
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Shawty I still love you |
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Don't hate me shawty |
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But even if you hate me shawty |
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Hey I still love you |
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And now I only wish that you could |
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See that my intentions were good |
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Shawty I still love you |
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Went from resentin' you, hatin' you, now I'm missin' you |
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On the realest **** I ever dropped, dissin' pops |
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I never even thought, to ask my mom what happened |
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Just knew that you was livin' in Manhattan and I was trappin' |
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We never had a chance, we was in different states |
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But all forgiven, you was human and we make mistakes |
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You tried to make it up, but ****, you couldn't pay enough |
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You sent me tons of toys and clothes thinkin' you gave enough |
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But it wasn't though, and you wasn't there |
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That's all I knew, so I grew up thinkin' you ain't care |
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I know it wasn't fair, but ay, it wasn't fun |
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But now what's done is done, no matter what, I'm still your son |
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I could care less if none of your other children come |
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I'mma be right there prayin' you live to be a million one |
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Finally I understand, hustlin', livin' fast |
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Tryin' to get the cash and settle down and be a dad |
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You probably never knew, 'cause hey, I never said it |
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But pops, I'm just like you, I'm stubborn and I'm hardheaded |
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But now you dead in the ground, no meanin' tellin' you now |
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But all I wanted was for you to be proud |
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I still love you |
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Don't hate me shawty |
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If I ain't told you lately shawty |
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I still love you |
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Now I only wish that I could |
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See that your intentions were good |
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Daddy I still love you |
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Don't hate me shawty |
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Please don't hate me shawty |
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Hey I still love you |
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And now I only wish that I could |
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See that your intentions were good |
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Daddy I still love you |
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How could I criticize my daddy on that last verse |
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Lookin' at my own dirt, you got some nerve |
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But be that as it may, I got some **** to say |
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It's been a secret, I can't keep it for another day |
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I got a lil girl, not just two lil boys |
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And that's been killin' me inside, eatin' me alive |
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And I can't find the words, nor the nouns or verbs |
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To express what you deserve, girl you worth the world |
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But I'm a man and I ain't perfect, if you hear me now |
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I'll tell you what had happened, when, why, where and how |
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Me and your mama met, we kinda kicked it off |
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But we wasn't 'posed to have a baby, we just chillin' out |
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We had a lot in common, almost the same signs |
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Same goals, said thangs at the same time |
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But then we destroyed the situation like the a changed mind |
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How could I look her in her eyes and holla "Dat ain't mine" |
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Her stomach gettin' bigger, and time is gettin' close |
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Six, seven, eight, nine months and I ain't told my folks |
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Not just Messiah mama, hell, I had told your granny |
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Three kids in two years, baby, daddy panicked |
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But I ain't ashamed of you, I'm more ashamed of me |
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It's not at all your fault, you'd be better off blamin' me |
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But now I realize, where the problem lies |
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Forgive me babygirl, I apologize |
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And I still love you |
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Don't hate me shawty |
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Please don't hate me shawty |
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'Cause I still love you |
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And now I only wish that you could |
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See that my intentions were good |
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Baby I still love you |
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Don't hate me shawty |
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Please don't you hate me shawty |
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Hey I still love you |
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And now I only wish that you could |
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See that my intentions were good |
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Baby I still love you |