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Far from the eternal horizons |
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Far from the gates of sleep |
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Guarded by unspeakable demons |
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(Where) I lived endless lives |
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(Where) I beheld the pale moon of sorrow |
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(Where) my agony ran away like a howl out of my mouth |
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(Where) my eyes were petrified by fear!! |
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I roam for centuries over the vast oceans |
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Under the fierce black clouds |
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Torn by lightnings and thunders |
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I saw the eternal kingdoms rose!!!! |
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I ran like a wolf |
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Under enormous trees of primordial forests |
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Where the leaves rustling |
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Cause a strange chill |
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Knowing that sometime it will appear |
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You feel its shadow and its grotesque sight |
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You are like a hunted animal |
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At the mercy of the ruthless predator!!!! |
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I traveled over snowy mountains |
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I was hearing screaming of pleasure and terror |
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When the night covered them and the sky |
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As a sweet lover, kissed their peaks |
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I crossed dead rivers |
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And out of cursed lakes - I saw!!!! - life!!! |
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I walked into vast deserted palaces |
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In endless chambers |
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I scrutinize occult frescoes |
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My tear was petrified by looking |
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At strange figures!!! |
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Everlasting melancholy, everlasting loneliness |
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Everlasting pain, everlasting blasphemy! |
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I saw life rose from the water, |
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I saw the truth i didn't wish to know!!! |
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I heard hysterical cries |
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Of invisible demons |
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Rose out of deep green swamp |
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In the vertigo of eternity. |
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How insuperable is my spirit's sin |
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How huge the size of my condemnation |
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No salvation I can find |
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I couldn't even remember |
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I couldn't even describe |
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I wish I could die - to forget -!!! |
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Everlasting melancholy, everlasting loneliness, |
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Everlasting pain, everlasting blasphemy!!!! |
