[00:25.74] | 「生きていることは辛かった。」 |
[00:29.73] | 死ぬ勇気もないようなお利口さん |
[00:35.50] | 流れた血の跡そのままに |
[00:39.10] | 掻き鳴らした過去の唄 |
[00:43.05] | |
[00:44.51] | 人一倍に恥をかいた |
[00:48.49] | 振り返るとゲロが出そうだった |
[00:53.64] | 前を向いても眩暈がした |
[00:57.73] | 笑顔なんて忘れてた |
[01:02.61] | 憎むことが好きだった |
[01:06.97] | |
[01:07.63] | 泥の中で生まれ変われるだろう さあ |
[01:12.27] | 飛び降りようか 首を吊ろうか |
[01:16.85] | どうぞお好きにしやしゃんせ |
[01:20.48] | |
[01:21.40] | 嫌い 嫌い あなたのこと |
[01:25.61] | だから あたし 今 後追い自殺 |
[01:30.49] | 皆 皆 同じ顔 |
[01:34.45] | 擦り込まれた「右へならえ」 ご苦労さん |
[01:39.30] | |
[01:58.66] | あなたがたち上がろうとした |
[02:02.65] | あたしは穴をひろげ待っていた |
[02:07.80] | 踏み潰し香る栗ノ花 |
[02:11.91] | 甘い甘い恋でした |
[02:16.80] | 苦い苦い過去でした |
[02:20.74] | |
[02:21.91] | 全て忘れてやり直せるだろう さあ |
[02:26.39] | 海へ沈もうか 手首切ろうか |
[02:31.04] | 飛び散る赤色 星の様 |
[02:35.12] | |
[02:35.59] | 期待 期待 していた未来 |
[02:39.78] | でも 蓋を開けてみりゃ味気もない |
[02:44.78] | 淡い 淡い ささやかな祈りも |
[02:49.63] | 届くことはないのだと知る |
[02:53.67] | |
[02:54.23] | 世知辛い世の中でも |
[02:58.31] | 親の脛をかじれば痛くもない |
[03:03.25] | 嗚呼、これで終わりなの |
[03:07.29] | 過去の自分を清算するため死ぬ。 |
[03:12.55] | |
[03:33.93] | 全て忘れてやり直せるだろう さあ |
[03:38.30] | 飛び降りようが 首を吊ろうが |
[03:42.93] | 逝きつく先は同じところ |
[03:46.91] | |
[03:47.42] | 痛い 痛い 生きて痛い |
[03:51.78] | 満ち欠けゆく月は心の様 |
[03:56.58] | 長い 長い 人生の終わりは |
[04:01.50] | この上ないほど心地いい |
[04:05.25] | |
[04:05.85] | 嫌い 嫌い あなたなんて |
[04:10.34] | 遺されたあたし後追い自殺 |
[04:15.19] | へらへらと笑ってな |
[04:19.02] | 糞まみれの世界にもう さようなら |
[00:25.74] | sheng xin. |
[00:29.73] | si yong qi li kou |
[00:35.50] | liu xue ji |
[00:39.10] | sao ming guo qu bei |
[00:43.05] | |
[00:44.51] | ren yi bei chi |
[00:48.49] | zhen fan chu |
[00:53.64] | qian xiang xuan yun |
[00:57.73] | xiao yan wang |
[01:02.61] | zeng hao |
[01:06.97] | |
[01:07.63] | ni zhong sheng bian |
[01:12.27] | fei jiang shou diao |
[01:16.85] | hao |
[01:20.48] | |
[01:21.40] | xian xian |
[01:25.61] | jin hou zhui zi sha |
[01:30.49] | jie jie tong yan |
[01:34.45] | ca ru you ku lao |
[01:39.30] | |
[01:58.66] | shang |
[02:02.65] | xue dai |
[02:07.80] | ta kui xiang li hua |
[02:11.91] | gan gan lian |
[02:16.80] | ku ku guo qu |
[02:20.74] | |
[02:21.91] | quan wang zhi |
[02:26.39] | hai shen shou shou qie |
[02:31.04] | fei san chi se xing yang |
[02:35.12] | |
[02:35.59] | qi dai qi dai wei lai |
[02:39.78] | gai kai wei qi |
[02:44.78] | dan dan qi |
[02:49.63] | jie zhi |
[02:53.67] | |
[02:54.23] | shi zhi xin shi zhong |
[02:58.31] | qin jing tong |
[03:03.25] | wu hu zhong |
[03:07.29] | guo qu zi fen qing suan si. |
[03:12.55] | |
[03:33.93] | quan wang zhi |
[03:38.30] | fei jiang shou diao |
[03:42.93] | shi xian tong |
[03:46.91] | |
[03:47.42] | tong tong sheng tong |
[03:51.78] | man qian yue xin yang |
[03:56.58] | zhang zhang ren sheng zhong |
[04:01.50] | shang xin di |
[04:05.25] | |
[04:05.85] | xian xian |
[04:10.34] | yi hou zhui zi sha |
[04:15.19] | xiao |
[04:19.02] | fen shi jie |
[00:25.74] | shēng xīn. |
[00:29.73] | sǐ yǒng qì lì kǒu |
[00:35.50] | liú xuè jī |
[00:39.10] | sāo míng guò qù bei |
[00:43.05] | |
[00:44.51] | rén yī bèi chǐ |
[00:48.49] | zhèn fǎn chū |
[00:53.64] | qián xiàng xuàn yūn |
[00:57.73] | xiào yán wàng |
[01:02.61] | zēng hǎo |
[01:06.97] | |
[01:07.63] | ní zhōng shēng biàn |
[01:12.27] | fēi jiàng shǒu diào |
[01:16.85] | hǎo |
[01:20.48] | |
[01:21.40] | xián xián |
[01:25.61] | jīn hòu zhuī zì shā |
[01:30.49] | jiē jiē tóng yán |
[01:34.45] | cā ru yòu kǔ láo |
[01:39.30] | |
[01:58.66] | shàng |
[02:02.65] | xué dài |
[02:07.80] | tà kuì xiāng lì huā |
[02:11.91] | gān gān liàn |
[02:16.80] | kǔ kǔ guò qù |
[02:20.74] | |
[02:21.91] | quán wàng zhí |
[02:26.39] | hǎi shěn shǒu shǒu qiè |
[02:31.04] | fēi sàn chì sè xīng yàng |
[02:35.12] | |
[02:35.59] | qī dài qī dài wèi lái |
[02:39.78] | gài kāi wèi qì |
[02:44.78] | dàn dàn qí |
[02:49.63] | jiè zhī |
[02:53.67] | |
[02:54.23] | shì zhī xīn shì zhōng |
[02:58.31] | qīn jìng tòng |
[03:03.25] | wū hū zhōng |
[03:07.29] | guò qù zì fēn qīng suàn sǐ. |
[03:12.55] | |
[03:33.93] | quán wàng zhí |
[03:38.30] | fēi jiàng shǒu diào |
[03:42.93] | shì xiān tóng |
[03:46.91] | |
[03:47.42] | tòng tòng shēng tòng |
[03:51.78] | mǎn qiàn yuè xīn yàng |
[03:56.58] | zhǎng zhǎng rén shēng zhōng |
[04:01.50] | shàng xīn dì |
[04:05.25] | |
[04:05.85] | xián xián |
[04:10.34] | yí hòu zhuī zì shā |
[04:15.19] | xiào |
[04:19.02] | fèn shì jiè |
[00:25.74] | “活着真是不容易啊。” |
[00:29.73] | 连寻死的勇气都没有的好孩子 |
[00:35.50] | 躺在流淌的血迹上 |
[00:39.10] | 弹奏出过去的歌谣 |
[00:44.51] | 真是丢脸到家了 |
[00:48.49] | 转过身去,就要呕吐出来 |
[00:53.64] | 把脸转向前方,仍然头晕目眩 |
[00:57.73] | 笑脸什么的早就忘记了 |
[01:02.61] | 我已经喜欢上了憎恨啊 |
[01:07.63] | 应该会在泥土中重生吧 来吧 |
[01:12.27] | 要跳下去吗 要上吊吗 |
[01:16.85] | 请随您喜欢的方式去做吧 |
[01:21.40] | 讨厌 讨厌 你真讨厌 |
[01:25.61] | 所以 我现在 追随你去** |
[01:30.49] | 所有人 所有人 都变成了同一张脸 |
[01:34.45] | “向右看齐”辛苦你了 |
[01:58.66] | 正在你要站起来的时候 |
[02:02.65] | 我正集中精神 等着你呐 |
[02:07.80] | 芳香的栗之花 踩碎在脚下 |
[02:11.91] | 甜蜜的 甜蜜的 那是恋情吧 |
[02:16.80] | 苦涩的 苦涩的 那是过去吧 |
[02:21.91] | 全都忘记重新来一次吧 来吧 |
[02:26.39] | 要沉入海底吗 要**吗 |
[02:31.04] | 飞溅出来的血红 仿佛如星星一般 |
[02:35.59] | 曾经 曾经 期待过的未来 |
[02:39.78] | 但是 如果开始就能预知 |
[02:44.78] | 淡淡的 淡淡的 这小小的祈祷 |
[02:49.63] | 我知道它终究传达不到 |
[02:54.23] | 我们的这个冷酷世界上 |
[02:58.31] | 手足相残也不觉得痛苦 |
[03:03.25] | 啊啊,这就是终结吧 |
[03:07.29] | 为了与过去的自己诀别我这就去死了 |
[03:33.93] | 全都忘记重新来一次吧 来吧 |
[03:38.30] | 要跳下去吗 要上吊吗 |
[03:42.93] | 反正要去的地方只有死亡 |
[03:47.42] | 好痛 好痛 活着好痛苦 |
[03:51.78] | 月亮圆缺相转 正如我心 |
[03:56.58] | 漫长的 漫长的 人生的最后 |
[04:01.50] | 没有比这更好的快感 |
[04:05.85] | 讨厌 讨厌 你真是讨厌 |
[04:10.34] | 留下我追随你** |
[04:15.19] | 不要满不在乎地笑啊 |
[04:19.02] | 污浊**的世界 永别了 |