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I could have been a better brother |
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I could have been a better son |
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I'm sorry for the pain I caused you |
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And all the worries that I gave you, mom |
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Every time there was a riot |
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I couldn't ever stay at home |
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I had to go and join the fire |
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You and dad said no, but I had to go |
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You were still the best of mothers |
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And now I know the fear you felt for me |
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You told me to stay off the streets 'cause |
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You didn't like me out there selling **** |
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I don't regret the things I've done |
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They made me what I am, you see |
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I can't apologize forever |
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For everything that isn't me |
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I could have been a better brother |
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I could have been a better friend |
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I hope you know how much I love you |
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And if you don't, I really understand |
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I used to be so bloody selfish |
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I tried to make it to the top, you see |
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The only thing I didn't get is |
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You've always given me the help I need |
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I should have been a better brother |
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It's easy now to see it clear |
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I'm sorry that I hurt you all and |
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I'm sorry that I caused you all so many tears |
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I could apologize forever |
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For everything I couldn't be |
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I can't apologize forever |
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For everything that isn't me |
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I could have been a better lover |
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I could have been a better man |
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I'm sorry that I work so much and |
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The fact that I never really have a plan |
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I'm sorry, oh, I'm so sorry |
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That it's so hard to say this word |
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And even with all the things we've been through |
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Sometimes I think that I will never learn |
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I could have been a better lover |
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I could have been a better man |
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I'm gonna be a better father |
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Hell, I'm doing everything I can |
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And I will live with this forever |
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With everything I couldn't be |
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I can't apologize forever |
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For everything that isn't me |
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I could have been a better brother |
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I could have been a better son |
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I could have been a better lover |
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But in the end, I'm your only one |