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It's late at night and the world's asleep, I'm trying not to think. |
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I take some pills cuz my mind bleeds, I'm thinking what is wrong with me? |
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Because the only thing I know about honesty is every lie I've told that you believed. |
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I'm afraid to be alone. I'm afraid that one day you'll find out.. |
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And you'll be amazed at the secrets I keep. |
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You'd be amazed at my mouth full of lies. |
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But I'm too afraid to come clean |
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cuz my life's the flame in a house of cards. |
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Now I can't look you in your eyes because the guilt is killing me. |
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I try to disconnect my heart again just so I can breathe, |
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I want to be myself again but I just can't cuz |
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I'm afraid to be alone. I'm afraid that one day you'll find out.. |
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And you'll be amazed at the secrets I keep. |
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You'd be amazed at my mouth full of lies. |
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But I'm too afraid to come clean |
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cuz my life's the flame in a house of cards. |
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It's such a shame what I've become after years of breaking down, |
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my whole life has come undone cuz I'm trying to fake it all. |
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I know that you love someone, but that someone isn't me, |
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or is this me? |
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No! |
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[There is some kind of whispering, but this hasn't been deciphered yet] |
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And you'll be amazed at the secrets I keep. |
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You'd be amazed at my mouth full of lies. |
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But I'm too afraid to come clean |
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cuz my life's the flame in a house of cards. |
