歌曲 | 骗子 |
歌手 | 阿鹏[From 桒惪SOUND] |
专辑 | 无尽意 |
下载 | Image LRC TXT |
[00:01.80] | 三年前的今天 我在北京 |
[00:04.42] | 天气热得不像话 |
[00:07.05] | 刚刚毕业的我拿着微薄的薪水 |
[00:09.61] | 穿梭在租的房子和公司之间 |
[00:12.98] | 每天看稿审稿做选题 |
[00:15.67] | 住在北京通州的城乡结合部 |
[00:18.68] | 早晨五点半就要起床去赶公交车和地铁 |
[00:22.21] | 手中是滚烫的早餐和地铁站免费派发的报纸 |
[00:28.26] | 满车厢的葱花味 满车厢睡眼惺忪的人 |
[00:34.45] | 记忆中都是通道中的拥挤和变成身上粘稠的汗水 |
[00:39.66] | 闷热的天气像一张大嘴 一口一口吃掉生活 |
[00:48.29] | 两年前的今天 我在上海 |
[00:52.51] | 初到这里的最初印象 就是听不懂的方言 |
[00:57.39] | 和楼下的大叔大妈打招呼 尴尬得不想用普通话 |
[01:01.33] | 上海潮湿的空气 让我每天都感觉睡在水里 |
[01:06.66] | 书架上的书页 都开始微微发黄 |
[01:12.21] | 路盲的我每天都使劲儿地记住地铁从何处换乘 从哪里转车 |
[01:18.72] | 稍有不慎就会坐错站 |
[01:22.92] | 看这座陌生的 未融入的城市 |
[01:27.13] | 心里微微发酸 |
[01:30.88] | 而就在这样颠沛流离的日子里 |
[01:32.62] | Our和我走过了两年的时光 |
[01:35.71] | 换了城市 换了工作 换了房子 换了心情 |
[01:41.63] | 不换的是Our与我的相思相伴 |
[01:44.86] | 有时会在想 如果没有它 |
[01:48.54] | 我的生活会是怎样的 |
[01:52.55] | 在刚开始 我在北京楼下的打印店打印大幅的海报 |
[01:58.92] | 老板问我是做什么用 |
[02:00.77] | 我骄傲地说 要送给热心的读者 |
[02:04.51] | 把海报的样张贴在客厅的墙上 一张张邮戳 |
[02:11.83] | 一周年的时候 给所有的代言人邮寄了二十多封装着代言勋章的快递 |
[02:19.43] | 一度让快递的人以为我是做淘宝生意的 |
[02:24.08] | 而当它到今日时 |
[02:27.35] | 我唯一想做的 就是告诉两年前的自己 |
[02:31.46] | 你放心吧 我做到了 |
[02:35.12] | 对我而言 这份情谊如此深刻 |
[02:40.62] | 在过去两年多的点点滴滴中 |
[02:43.80] | 我与它相互扶持 |
[02:45.84] | 我从不多言于梦想与期许 |
[02:49.73] | 而今 已然已经到了一个路口 |
[02:53.64] | 我回望往昔 便顿觉自己的卑微和渺小 |
[02:59.16] | 手中握着的是被搁置已久的笔 |
[03:04.59] | 写着着自己一直以来的故事 |
[03:08.50] | 在过去的两年里 多少个夜晚 |
[03:11.59] | 我独自一人辗转反侧 心里想的都是这些 |
[03:17.71] | 想如何改变 如何成长 如何更好 |
[03:24.09] | 这样的时刻 我都能够异常地感觉到自己的兴奋 |
[03:30.61] | 又带有独自一人长时间的彷徨 |
[03:34.58] | 还有对那份久远梦想的怀疑 |
[03:41.65] | 这么长时间 那份想要完成一件事情的想法占据我的大半精力 |
[03:48.66] | 我自己本身的工作又需要足够的付出 |
[03:52.91] | 如何平衡与对抗 成为了我经常做的事情 |
[03:57.77] | 而梦想又在一次次欺骗我 |
[04:02.30] | 它并没有那么顺利 也没有那么美好 |
[04:06.43] | 它甚至犹如得逞的人 看着我像小丑一样冲锋陷阵 |
[04:13.06] | 它强加于我烦恼和难过 也赐给我委屈和痛苦 |
[04:18.63] | 而更多的时刻 梦想一直沉默不语 |
[04:24.12] | 我不知道 它要去何方 |
[04:27.93] | 最初梦想呈现给我的种种美好 都是假象 |
[04:34.03] | 但是 我都不曾后悔 |
[04:38.15] | 沉默 不是我们的本能 |
[04:42.62] | 也不是这个世界的本质 |
[04:45.63] | 老子说 “含德之厚,比于赤子” |
[04:50.34] | 意思是含有元精深厚的程度 应该比同平和无欲的婴儿 |
[04:57.08] | 道德经里写 “言不死之道,在于玄牝” |
[05:02.46] | 玄 天也 天于人 为鼻 |
[05:06.82] | 牝 地也 地于人 为口 |
[05:11.46] | 天食人 以五气 从鼻入 藏于心 |
[05:16.32] | 而此时具有德才之人 往往是沉默之人 |
[05:21.94] | 如何找回和认知自己 |
[05:25.09] | 是幽暗 被遮蔽道路上的指引 |
[05:29.40] | 人 内心都有禅意 |
[05:31.89] | 只是自身挖掘到何种程度 并且如何反省自己 |
[05:37.20] | 如果不是一味只有往内探寻的态度 |
[05:40.59] | 便无法真正脱离这股外在的热闹 |
[05:44.30] | 我是在做这样的努力 |
[05:46.74] | 赤子之交 莫如一诺 |
[05:50.53] | 那些在这过程当中出现的地点 时间 事件 |
[05:57.84] | 从而因着这些出现的误解 攻击 不满 诬陷 |
[06:03.91] | 都阻碍形态发展的应承 会彼此对峙和挟持 |
[06:09.70] | 这就意味着 在这些面前需要有一方妥协 |
[06:15.61] | 而智者的做法 是自己让步 |
[06:20.80] | 天下的道路那么多 何必执着一条 |
[06:24.46] | 沉默对人事 是一条条漫漫长路 |
[06:29.82] | 是修持 是耗费心力的功课 |
[06:34.36] | 在进行的时候 会有一种超现实的感觉 |
[06:39.70] | 会认为 凡是热闹的喧嚣的都是好的 都是正常的 |
[06:46.46] | 但其实我们要真正注意的 |
[06:50.09] | 是那些不会感觉到疼痛 沉默无语 无声无息的东西 |
[06:57.34] | 那才是真正值得你去观察和警示的 |
[07:00.60] | 把心当作一面湖水 |
[07:05.06] | 不断撩拨它的表面 看到它的涟漪 |
[07:08.74] | 沉下去 触摸它的真实底色 |
[07:12.67] | 解放你的禁锢 堵住你的肆意和翻滚 |
[07:16.93] | 走到开阔的谷底 放下遗忘 |
[07:21.05] | 重新开始 |
[07:26.11] | 麦嘉老师说 不论是做人 还是作文 |
[07:30.75] | 喧嚣终归是我们的敌人 确实如此 |
[07:37.25] | 我不曾后悔因为一时的激情开始的这征程 |
[07:45.60] | 不曾后悔因为它度过的寂寥漫漫长夜 |
[07:49.11] | 不曾后悔为它耗费本应闲适的时光 |
[07:53.98] | 不曾后悔因为它带来的种种纷扰和困惑 |
[07:58.65] | 不曾后悔在面对它时 无助和失落 |
[08:03.98] | 因为我知道这都是我必然经历的苦楚 |
[08:08.78] | 是我通向前方的桥梁 |
[08:12.64] | 所以 我原谅了曾经的激情和幻想 |
[08:18.34] | 也原谅了因它而起的种种纠葛 |
[08:22.79] | 更原谅了为它曾经而幼稚和浅薄的时刻 |
[08:27.84] | 因为梦想始终在提醒着自己 |
[08:31.73] | 在自己未来的人生当中 |
[08:33.70] | 不能成为一个碌碌无为的人 |
[08:36.43] | 不能成为一个被其他人事冷落 欺骗 漠视的人 |
[08:41.72] | 梦想的途中 不是为了改变世界 |
[08:45.71] | 而是你要以世界为切口 改变自己 |
[08:51.10] | 我要对得起自己 还有心中那份最初的悸动 |
[08:55.78] | 梦想是个骗子 |
[09:00.22] | 它将我骗上这路途 |
[09:03.22] | 让我见识到了之前从未遇到的风景 |
[09:07.77] | 也经受过了从未历练过的艰辛 |
[09:11.72] | 我甘愿受骗 |
[09:14.69] | 每一个人又都是如此 |
[09:18.08] | 把自己点燃 用火光照亮了理想 |
[09:22.71] | 忠于内心 容忍时刻的隐忍和艰难 |
[09:28.57] | 此后我的道路会依然在这里 |
[09:33.01] | 你一定会理解 我有一点的幸运可以沉沦这梦想的骗局中 |
[09:39.99] | 命运待我 已经如此丰厚 我又怎能刻薄 |
[09:46.07] | 是愿景 是良辰 是宽厚 |
[09:50.88] | 是在十九岁第一次萌发想要真正做事情的自己 |
[09:55.12] | 是为了梦 |
[09:57.02] | 摇旗呐喊 |
[09:58.94] | 矢志不渝的人生 |
[00:01.80] | san nian qian de jin tian wo zai bei jing |
[00:04.42] | tian qi re de bu xiang hua |
[00:07.05] | gang gang bi ye de wo na zhe wei bo de xin shui |
[00:09.61] | chuan suo zai zu de fang zi he gong si zhi jian |
[00:12.98] | mei tian kan gao shen gao zuo xuan ti |
[00:15.67] | zhu zai bei jing tong zhou de cheng xiang jie he bu |
[00:18.68] | zao chen wu dian ban jiu yao qi chuang qu gan gong jiao che he di tie |
[00:22.21] | shou zhong shi gun tang de zao can he di tie zhan mian fei pai fa de bao zhi |
[00:28.26] | man che xiang de cong hua wei man che xiang shui yan xing song de ren |
[00:34.45] | ji yi zhong dou shi tong dao zhong de yong ji he bian cheng shen shang nian chou de han shui |
[00:39.66] | men re de tian qi xiang yi zhang da zui yi kou yi kou chi diao sheng huo |
[00:48.29] | liang nian qian de jin tian wo zai shang hai |
[00:52.51] | chu dao zhe li de zui chu yin xiang jiu shi ting bu dong de fang yan |
[00:57.39] | he lou xia de da shu da ma da zhao hu gan ga de bu xiang yong pu tong hua |
[01:01.33] | shang hai chao shi de kong qi rang wo mei tian du gan jue shui zai shui li |
[01:06.66] | shu jia shang de shu ye dou kai shi wei wei fa huang |
[01:12.21] | lu mang de wo mei tian du shi jin r di ji zhu di tie cong he chu huan cheng cong na li zhuan che |
[01:18.72] | shao you bu shen jiu hui zuo cuo zhan |
[01:22.92] | kan zhe zuo mo sheng de wei rong ru de cheng shi |
[01:27.13] | xin li wei wei fa suan |
[01:30.88] | er jiu zai zhe yang dian pei liu li de ri zi li |
[01:32.62] | Our he wo zou guo le liang nian de shi guang |
[01:35.71] | huan le cheng shi huan le gong zuo huan le fang zi huan le xin qing |
[01:41.63] | bu huan de shi Our yu wo de xiang si xiang ban |
[01:44.86] | you shi hui zai xiang ru guo mei you ta |
[01:48.54] | wo de sheng huo hui shi zen yang de |
[01:52.55] | zai gang kai shi wo zai bei jing lou xia de da yin dian da yin da fu de hai bao |
[01:58.92] | lao ban wen wo shi zuo shi mo yong |
[02:00.77] | wo jiao ao di shuo yao song gei re xin de du zhe |
[02:04.51] | ba hai bao de yang zhang tie zai ke ting de qiang shang yi zhang zhang you chuo |
[02:11.83] | yi zhou nian de shi hou gei suo you de dai yan ren you ji le er shi duo feng zhuang zhe dai yan xun zhang de kuai di |
[02:19.43] | yi du rang kuai di de ren yi wei wo shi zuo tao bao sheng yi de |
[02:24.08] | er dang ta dao jin ri shi |
[02:27.35] | wo wei yi xiang zuo de jiu shi gao su liang nian qian de zi ji |
[02:31.46] | ni fang xin ba wo zuo dao le |
[02:35.12] | dui wo er yan zhe fen qing yi ru ci shen ke |
[02:40.62] | zai guo qu liang nian duo de dian dian di di zhong |
[02:43.80] | wo yu ta xiang hu fu chi |
[02:45.84] | wo cong bu duo yan yu meng xiang yu qi xu |
[02:49.73] | er jin yi ran yi jing dao le yi ge lu kou |
[02:53.64] | wo hui wang wang xi bian dun jue zi ji de bei wei he miao xiao |
[02:59.16] | shou zhong wo zhe de shi bei ge zhi yi jiu de bi |
[03:04.59] | xie zhe zhe zi ji yi zhi yi lai de gu shi |
[03:08.50] | zai guo qu de liang nian li duo shao ge ye wan |
[03:11.59] | wo du zi yi ren zhan zhuan fan ce xin li xiang de dou shi zhei xie |
[03:17.71] | xiang ru he gai bian ru he cheng zhang ru he geng hao |
[03:24.09] | zhe yang de shi ke wo dou neng gou yi chang di gan jue dao zi ji de xing fen |
[03:30.61] | you dai you du zi yi ren zhang shi jian de pang huang |
[03:34.58] | hai you dui na fen jiu yuan meng xiang de huai yi |
[03:41.65] | zhe me zhang shi jian na fen xiang yao wan cheng yi jian shi qing de xiang fa zhan ju wo de da ban jing li |
[03:48.66] | wo zi ji ben shen de gong zuo you xu yao zu gou de fu chu |
[03:52.91] | ru he ping heng yu dui kang cheng wei le wo jing chang zuo de shi qing |
[03:57.77] | er meng xiang you zai yi ci ci qi pian wo |
[04:02.30] | ta bing mei you na me shun li ye mei you na me mei hao |
[04:06.43] | ta shen zhi you ru de cheng de ren kan zhe wo xiang xiao chou yi yang chong feng xian zhen |
[04:13.06] | ta qiang jia yu wo fan nao he nan guo ye ci gei wo wei qu he tong ku |
[04:18.63] | er geng duo de shi ke meng xiang yi zhi chen mo bu yu |
[04:24.12] | wo bu zhi dao ta yao qu he fang |
[04:27.93] | zui chu meng xiang cheng xian gei wo de zhong zhong mei hao dou shi jia xiang |
[04:34.03] | dan shi wo dou bu ceng hou hui |
[04:38.15] | chen mo bu shi wo men de ben neng |
[04:42.62] | ye bu shi zhe ge shi jie de ben zhi |
[04:45.63] | lao zi shuo " han de zhi hou, bi yu chi zi" |
[04:50.34] | yi si shi han you yuan jing shen hou de cheng du ying gai bi tong ping he wu yu de ying er |
[04:57.08] | dao de jing li xie " yan bu si zhi dao, zai yu xuan pin" |
[05:02.46] | xuan tian ye tian yu ren wei bi |
[05:06.82] | pin di ye di yu ren wei kou |
[05:11.46] | tian shi ren yi wu qi cong bi ru cang yu xin |
[05:16.32] | er ci shi ju you de cai zhi ren wang wang shi chen mo zhi ren |
[05:21.94] | ru he zhao hui he ren zhi zi ji |
[05:25.09] | shi you an bei zhe bi dao lu shang de zhi yin |
[05:29.40] | ren nei xin dou you chan yi |
[05:31.89] | zhi shi zi shen wa jue dao he zhong cheng du bing qie ru he fan xing zi ji |
[05:37.20] | ru guo bu shi yi wei zhi you wang nei tan xun di tai du |
[05:40.59] | bian wu fa zhen zheng tuo li zhe gu wai zai de re nao |
[05:44.30] | wo shi zai zuo zhe yang de nu li |
[05:46.74] | chi zi zhi jiao mo ru yi nuo |
[05:50.53] | nei xie zai zhe guo cheng dang zhong chu xian de di dian shi jian shi jian |
[05:57.84] | cong er yin zhe zhei xie chu xian de wu jie gong ji bu man wu xian |
[06:03.91] | dou zu ai xing tai fa zhan de ying cheng hui bi ci dui zhi he xie chi |
[06:09.70] | zhe jiu yi wei zhe zai zhei xie mian qian xu yao you yi fang tuo xie |
[06:15.61] | er zhi zhe de zuo fa shi zi ji rang bu |
[06:20.80] | tian xia de dao lu na me duo he bi zhi zhuo yi tiao |
[06:24.46] | chen mo dui ren shi shi yi tiao tiao man man chang lu |
[06:29.82] | shi xiu chi shi hao fei xin li de gong ke |
[06:34.36] | zai jin xing de shi hou hui you yi zhong chao xian shi de gan jue |
[06:39.70] | hui ren wei fan shi re nao de xuan xiao de dou shi hao de dou shi zheng chang de |
[06:46.46] | dan qi shi wo men yao zhen zheng zhu yi de |
[06:50.09] | shi nei xie bu hui gan jue dao teng tong chen mo wu yu wu sheng wu xi de dong xi |
[06:57.34] | na cai shi zhen zheng zhi de ni qu guan cha he jing shi de |
[07:00.60] | ba xin dang zuo yi mian hu shui |
[07:05.06] | bu duan liao bo ta de biao mian kan dao ta de lian yi |
[07:08.74] | chen xia qu chu mo ta di zhen shi di se |
[07:12.67] | jie fang ni de jin gu du zhu ni de si yi he fan gun |
[07:16.93] | zou dao kai kuo de gu di fang xia yi wang |
[07:21.05] | chong xin kai shi |
[07:26.11] | mai jia lao shi shuo bu lun shi zuo ren hai shi zuo wen |
[07:30.75] | xuan xiao zhong gui shi wo men de di ren que shi ru ci |
[07:37.25] | wo bu ceng hou hui yin wei yi shi de ji qing kai shi de zhe zheng cheng |
[07:45.60] | bu ceng hou hui yin wei ta du guo de ji liao man man chang ye |
[07:49.11] | bu ceng hou hui wei ta hao fei ben ying xian shi de shi guang |
[07:53.98] | bu ceng hou hui yin wei ta dai lai de zhong zhong fen rao he kun huo |
[07:58.65] | bu ceng hou hui zai mian dui ta shi wu zhu he shi luo |
[08:03.98] | yin wei wo zhi dao zhe dou shi wo bi ran jing li de ku chu |
[08:08.78] | shi wo tong xiang qian fang de qiao liang |
[08:12.64] | suo yi wo yuan liang le ceng jing de ji qing he huan xiang |
[08:18.34] | ye yuan liang le yin ta er qi de zhong zhong jiu ge |
[08:22.79] | geng yuan liang le wei ta ceng jing er you zhi he qian bo de shi ke |
[08:27.84] | yin wei meng xiang shi zhong zai ti xing zhe zi ji |
[08:31.73] | zai zi ji wei lai de ren sheng dang zhong |
[08:33.70] | bu neng cheng wei yi ge lu lu wu wei de ren |
[08:36.43] | bu neng cheng wei yi ge bei qi ta ren shi leng luo qi pian mo shi de ren |
[08:41.72] | meng xiang de tu zhong bu shi wei le gai bian shi jie |
[08:45.71] | er shi ni yao yi shi jie wei qie kou gai bian zi ji |
[08:51.10] | wo yao dui de qi zi ji hai you xin zhong na fen zui chu de ji dong |
[08:55.78] | meng xiang shi ge pian zi |
[09:00.22] | ta jiang wo pian shang zhe lu tu |
[09:03.22] | rang wo jian shi dao le zhi qian cong wei yu dao de feng jing |
[09:07.77] | ye jing shou guo le cong wei li lian guo de jian xin |
[09:11.72] | wo gan yuan shou pian |
[09:14.69] | mei yi ge ren you dou shi ru ci |
[09:18.08] | ba zi ji dian ran yong huo guang zhao liang le li xiang |
[09:22.71] | zhong yu nei xin rong ren shi ke de yin ren he jian nan |
[09:28.57] | ci hou wo de dao lu hui yi ran zai zhe li |
[09:33.01] | ni yi ding hui li jie wo you yi dian de xing yun ke yi chen lun zhe meng xiang de pian ju zhong |
[09:39.99] | ming yun dai wo yi jing ru ci feng hou wo you zen neng ke bo |
[09:46.07] | shi yuan jing shi liang chen shi kuan hou |
[09:50.88] | shi zai shi jiu sui di yi ci meng fa xiang yao zhen zheng zuo shi qing de zi ji |
[09:55.12] | shi wei le meng |
[09:57.02] | yao qi na han |
[09:58.94] | shi zhi bu yu de ren sheng |
[00:01.80] | sān nián qián de jīn tiān wǒ zài běi jīng |
[00:04.42] | tiān qì rè dé bù xiàng huà |
[00:07.05] | gāng gāng bì yè de wǒ ná zhe wēi bó de xīn shuǐ |
[00:09.61] | chuān suō zài zū de fáng zi hé gōng sī zhī jiān |
[00:12.98] | měi tiān kàn gǎo shěn gǎo zuò xuǎn tí |
[00:15.67] | zhù zài běi jīng tōng zhōu de chéng xiāng jié hé bù |
[00:18.68] | zǎo chén wǔ diǎn bàn jiù yào qǐ chuáng qù gǎn gōng jiāo chē hé dì tiě |
[00:22.21] | shǒu zhōng shì gǔn tàng de zǎo cān hé dì tiě zhàn miǎn fèi pài fā de bào zhǐ |
[00:28.26] | mǎn chē xiāng de cōng huā wèi mǎn chē xiāng shuì yǎn xīng sōng de rén |
[00:34.45] | jì yì zhōng dōu shì tōng dào zhōng de yōng jǐ hé biàn chéng shēn shàng nián chóu de hàn shuǐ |
[00:39.66] | mēn rè de tiān qì xiàng yī zhāng dà zuǐ yī kǒu yī kǒu chī diào shēng huó |
[00:48.29] | liǎng nián qián de jīn tiān wǒ zài shàng hǎi |
[00:52.51] | chū dào zhè lǐ de zuì chū yìn xiàng jiù shì tīng bù dǒng de fāng yán |
[00:57.39] | hé lóu xià de dà shū dà mā dǎ zhāo hū gān gà dé bù xiǎng yòng pǔ tōng huà |
[01:01.33] | shàng hǎi cháo shī de kōng qì ràng wǒ měi tiān dū gǎn jué shuì zài shuǐ lǐ |
[01:06.66] | shū jià shàng de shū yè dōu kāi shǐ wēi wēi fā huáng |
[01:12.21] | lù máng de wǒ měi tiān dū shǐ jìn r dì jì zhù dì tiě cóng hé chǔ huàn chéng cóng nǎ lǐ zhuǎn chē |
[01:18.72] | shāo yǒu bù shèn jiù huì zuò cuò zhàn |
[01:22.92] | kàn zhè zuò mò shēng de wèi róng rù de chéng shì |
[01:27.13] | xīn lǐ wēi wēi fā suān |
[01:30.88] | ér jiù zài zhè yàng diān pèi liú lí de rì zi lǐ |
[01:32.62] | Our hé wǒ zǒu guò le liǎng nián de shí guāng |
[01:35.71] | huàn le chéng shì huàn le gōng zuò huàn le fáng zi huàn le xīn qíng |
[01:41.63] | bù huàn de shì Our yǔ wǒ de xiāng sī xiāng bàn |
[01:44.86] | yǒu shí huì zài xiǎng rú guǒ méi yǒu tā |
[01:48.54] | wǒ de shēng huó huì shì zěn yàng de |
[01:52.55] | zài gāng kāi shǐ wǒ zài běi jīng lóu xià de dǎ yìn diàn dǎ yìn dà fú de hǎi bào |
[01:58.92] | lǎo bǎn wèn wǒ shì zuò shí mǒ yòng |
[02:00.77] | wǒ jiāo ào dì shuō yào sòng gěi rè xīn de dú zhě |
[02:04.51] | bǎ hǎi bào de yàng zhāng tiē zài kè tīng de qiáng shàng yī zhāng zhāng yóu chuō |
[02:11.83] | yī zhōu nián de shí hòu gěi suǒ yǒu de dài yán rén yóu jì le èr shí duō fēng zhuāng zhe dài yán xūn zhāng de kuài dì |
[02:19.43] | yí dù ràng kuài dì de rén yǐ wéi wǒ shì zuò táo bǎo shēng yì de |
[02:24.08] | ér dāng tā dào jīn rì shí |
[02:27.35] | wǒ wéi yī xiǎng zuò de jiù shì gào sù liǎng nián qián de zì jǐ |
[02:31.46] | nǐ fàng xīn ba wǒ zuò dào le |
[02:35.12] | duì wǒ ér yán zhè fèn qíng yì rú cǐ shēn kè |
[02:40.62] | zài guò qù liǎng nián duō de diǎn diǎn dī dī zhōng |
[02:43.80] | wǒ yǔ tā xiāng hù fú chí |
[02:45.84] | wǒ cóng bù duō yán yú mèng xiǎng yǔ qī xǔ |
[02:49.73] | ér jīn yǐ rán yǐ jīng dào le yí gè lù kǒu |
[02:53.64] | wǒ huí wàng wǎng xī biàn dùn jué zì jǐ de bēi wēi hé miǎo xiǎo |
[02:59.16] | shǒu zhōng wò zhe de shì bèi gē zhì yǐ jiǔ de bǐ |
[03:04.59] | xiě zhe zhe zì jǐ yī zhí yǐ lái de gù shì |
[03:08.50] | zài guò qù de liǎng nián lǐ duō shǎo gè yè wǎn |
[03:11.59] | wǒ dú zì yī rén zhǎn zhuǎn fǎn cè xīn lǐ xiǎng de dōu shì zhèi xiē |
[03:17.71] | xiǎng rú hé gǎi biàn rú hé chéng zhǎng rú hé gèng hǎo |
[03:24.09] | zhè yàng de shí kè wǒ dōu néng gòu yì cháng dì gǎn jué dào zì jǐ de xīng fèn |
[03:30.61] | yòu dài yǒu dú zì yī rén zhǎng shí jiān de páng huáng |
[03:34.58] | hái yǒu duì nà fèn jiǔ yuǎn mèng xiǎng de huái yí |
[03:41.65] | zhè me zhǎng shí jiān nà fèn xiǎng yào wán chéng yī jiàn shì qíng de xiǎng fǎ zhàn jù wǒ de dà bàn jīng lì |
[03:48.66] | wǒ zì jǐ běn shēn de gōng zuò yòu xū yào zú gòu de fù chū |
[03:52.91] | rú hé píng héng yǔ duì kàng chéng wéi le wǒ jīng cháng zuò de shì qíng |
[03:57.77] | ér mèng xiǎng yòu zài yī cì cì qī piàn wǒ |
[04:02.30] | tā bìng méi yǒu nà me shùn lì yě méi yǒu nà me měi hǎo |
[04:06.43] | tā shèn zhì yóu rú dé chěng de rén kàn zhe wǒ xiàng xiǎo chǒu yí yàng chōng fēng xiàn zhèn |
[04:13.06] | tā qiáng jiā yú wǒ fán nǎo hé nán guò yě cì gěi wǒ wěi qū hé tòng kǔ |
[04:18.63] | ér gèng duō de shí kè mèng xiǎng yī zhí chén mò bù yǔ |
[04:24.12] | wǒ bù zhī dào tā yào qù hé fāng |
[04:27.93] | zuì chū mèng xiǎng chéng xiàn gěi wǒ de zhǒng zhǒng měi hǎo dōu shì jiǎ xiàng |
[04:34.03] | dàn shì wǒ dōu bù céng hòu huǐ |
[04:38.15] | chén mò bú shì wǒ men de běn néng |
[04:42.62] | yě bú shì zhè gè shì jiè de běn zhì |
[04:45.63] | lǎo zi shuō " hán dé zhī hòu, bǐ yú chì zǐ" |
[04:50.34] | yì sī shì hán yǒu yuán jīng shēn hòu de chéng dù yīng gāi bǐ tóng píng hé wú yù de yīng ér |
[04:57.08] | dào dé jīng lǐ xiě " yán bù sǐ zhī dào, zài yú xuán pìn" |
[05:02.46] | xuán tiān yě tiān yú rén wèi bí |
[05:06.82] | pìn dì yě dì yú rén wèi kǒu |
[05:11.46] | tiān shí rén yǐ wǔ qì cóng bí rù cáng yú xīn |
[05:16.32] | ér cǐ shí jù yǒu dé cái zhī rén wǎng wǎng shì chén mò zhī rén |
[05:21.94] | rú hé zhǎo huí hé rèn zhī zì jǐ |
[05:25.09] | shì yōu àn bèi zhē bì dào lù shàng de zhǐ yǐn |
[05:29.40] | rén nèi xīn dōu yǒu chán yì |
[05:31.89] | zhǐ shì zì shēn wā jué dào hé zhǒng chéng dù bìng qiě rú hé fǎn xǐng zì jǐ |
[05:37.20] | rú guǒ bú shì yī wèi zhǐ yǒu wǎng nèi tàn xún dì tài dù |
[05:40.59] | biàn wú fǎ zhēn zhèng tuō lí zhè gǔ wài zài de rè nào |
[05:44.30] | wǒ shì zài zuò zhè yàng de nǔ lì |
[05:46.74] | chì zǐ zhī jiāo mò rú yī nuò |
[05:50.53] | nèi xiē zài zhè guò chéng dāng zhōng chū xiàn de dì diǎn shí jiān shì jiàn |
[05:57.84] | cóng ér yīn zhe zhèi xiē chū xiàn de wù jiě gōng jī bù mǎn wū xiàn |
[06:03.91] | dōu zǔ ài xíng tài fā zhǎn de yìng chéng huì bǐ cǐ duì zhì hé xié chí |
[06:09.70] | zhè jiù yì wèi zhe zài zhèi xiē miàn qián xū yào yǒu yī fāng tuǒ xié |
[06:15.61] | ér zhì zhě de zuò fǎ shì zì jǐ ràng bù |
[06:20.80] | tiān xià de dào lù nà me duō hé bì zhí zhuó yī tiáo |
[06:24.46] | chén mò duì rén shì shì yī tiáo tiáo màn màn cháng lù |
[06:29.82] | shì xiū chí shì hào fèi xīn lì de gōng kè |
[06:34.36] | zài jìn xíng de shí hòu huì yǒu yī zhǒng chāo xiàn shí de gǎn jué |
[06:39.70] | huì rèn wéi fán shì rè nào de xuān xiāo de dōu shì hǎo de dōu shì zhèng cháng de |
[06:46.46] | dàn qí shí wǒ men yào zhēn zhèng zhù yì de |
[06:50.09] | shì nèi xiē bú huì gǎn jué dào téng tòng chén mò wú yǔ wú shēng wú xī de dōng xī |
[06:57.34] | nà cái shì zhēn zhèng zhí de nǐ qù guān chá hé jǐng shì de |
[07:00.60] | bǎ xīn dàng zuò yī miàn hú shuǐ |
[07:05.06] | bù duàn liáo bō tā de biǎo miàn kàn dào tā de lián yī |
[07:08.74] | chén xià qù chù mō tā dí zhēn shí dǐ sè |
[07:12.67] | jiě fàng nǐ de jìn gù dǔ zhù nǐ de sì yì hé fān gǔn |
[07:16.93] | zǒu dào kāi kuò de gǔ dǐ fàng xià yí wàng |
[07:21.05] | chóng xīn kāi shǐ |
[07:26.11] | mài jiā lǎo shī shuō bù lùn shì zuò rén hái shì zuò wén |
[07:30.75] | xuān xiāo zhōng guī shì wǒ men de dí rén què shí rú cǐ |
[07:37.25] | wǒ bù céng hòu huǐ yīn wèi yī shí de jī qíng kāi shǐ de zhè zhēng chéng |
[07:45.60] | bù céng hòu huǐ yīn wèi tā dù guò de jì liáo màn màn cháng yè |
[07:49.11] | bù céng hòu huǐ wèi tā hào fèi běn yīng xián shì de shí guāng |
[07:53.98] | bù céng hòu huǐ yīn wèi tā dài lái de zhǒng zhǒng fēn rǎo hé kùn huò |
[07:58.65] | bù céng hòu huǐ zài miàn duì tā shí wú zhù hé shī luò |
[08:03.98] | yīn wèi wǒ zhī dào zhè dōu shì wǒ bì rán jīng lì de kǔ chǔ |
[08:08.78] | shì wǒ tōng xiàng qián fāng de qiáo liáng |
[08:12.64] | suǒ yǐ wǒ yuán liàng le céng jīng de jī qíng hé huàn xiǎng |
[08:18.34] | yě yuán liàng le yīn tā ér qǐ de zhǒng zhǒng jiū gé |
[08:22.79] | gèng yuán liàng le wèi tā céng jīng ér yòu zhì hé qiǎn bó de shí kè |
[08:27.84] | yīn wèi mèng xiǎng shǐ zhōng zài tí xǐng zhe zì jǐ |
[08:31.73] | zài zì jǐ wèi lái de rén shēng dāng zhōng |
[08:33.70] | bù néng chéng wéi yí gè lù lù wú wéi de rén |
[08:36.43] | bù néng chéng wéi yí gè bèi qí tā rén shì lěng luò qī piàn mò shì de rén |
[08:41.72] | mèng xiǎng de tú zhōng bú shì wèi le gǎi biàn shì jiè |
[08:45.71] | ér shì nǐ yào yǐ shì jiè wèi qiē kǒu gǎi biàn zì jǐ |
[08:51.10] | wǒ yào duì de qǐ zì jǐ hái yǒu xīn zhōng nà fèn zuì chū de jì dòng |
[08:55.78] | mèng xiǎng shì gè piàn zi |
[09:00.22] | tā jiāng wǒ piàn shàng zhè lù tú |
[09:03.22] | ràng wǒ jiàn shí dào le zhī qián cóng wèi yù dào de fēng jǐng |
[09:07.77] | yě jīng shòu guò le cóng wèi lì liàn guò de jiān xīn |
[09:11.72] | wǒ gān yuàn shòu piàn |
[09:14.69] | měi yí ge rén yòu dōu shì rú cǐ |
[09:18.08] | bǎ zì jǐ diǎn rán yòng huǒ guāng zhào liàng le lǐ xiǎng |
[09:22.71] | zhōng yú nèi xīn róng rěn shí kè de yǐn rěn hé jiān nán |
[09:28.57] | cǐ hòu wǒ de dào lù huì yī rán zài zhè lǐ |
[09:33.01] | nǐ yí dìng huì lǐ jiě wǒ yǒu yì diǎn de xìng yùn kě yǐ chén lún zhè mèng xiǎng de piàn jú zhōng |
[09:39.99] | mìng yùn dài wǒ yǐ jīng rú cǐ fēng hòu wǒ yòu zěn néng kè bó |
[09:46.07] | shì yuàn jǐng shì liáng chén shì kuān hòu |
[09:50.88] | shì zài shí jiǔ suì dì yī cì méng fā xiǎng yào zhēn zhèng zuò shì qíng de zì jǐ |
[09:55.12] | shì wèi le mèng |
[09:57.02] | yáo qí nà hǎn |
[09:58.94] | shǐ zhì bù yú de rén shēng |